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58. Already... can't go back

'here we go again......'

Standing on the street, Guang Tai shook his head suddenly, expelling the brief dizziness in his mind.

Just now, the power of the unknown evil god came again and pulled him into the church.

Guangta even remembers-

The priest in black robe asked himself in a bewitching voice: "Do you... desire strength?"

"Can you accept... life after losing extraordinary power?"

These two sentences alone point directly to Guangtai’s original heart, like an extremely sharp thorn, piercing the vital point.

The answer is obvious.

He longs for strength!

I can't accept that kind of life either!

Guangtai's persistence in power not only comes from his pursuit of a better life, but is also related to his miserable childhood.

At the age of 12, his parents died and saw the cruel warmth and coldness of the world.

He also deeply realized that the strong can do whatever they want, while the weak can only lick their wounds in the corner.

After being adopted by the church, the reason why Kota chose the Lord of Glory of Faith was not only spiritual sustenance, but also to gain the strength to protect himself.

Therefore, even though he knew that the evil god's lackey was bewitching himself, Guangtai still couldn't speak negative words.

What shocked him the most was that.

The priest from black robe said.

"Then, I give you the gift."

Then something entered Guangta's body, and seemed to fill him with it.

‘This is...’

This feeling of being filled has not disappeared until reality.

‘Wait, what does this feel?’

Guang Tai looked up suddenly and looked at the sun above his head.

It was still morning and the weather was good, with bright sunshine shining on people, warm.

These are not the point.

The key is that the kind of intimacy and gentle feeling of the light is back!

At this moment, Guang Tai was ecstatic and almost burst into tears on the spot... Lord Hui, you did not give up on me!

But the next second, he noticed an abnormality.

At first glance, these two feelings are indeed very similar, but they are essentially different.

When the light stretches out your hand, the light will be entangled and concentrated, condensing into a light ball, which seems to be able to evolve an attack with great lethality.

The pedestrians around him were staring at each other and staying away from him silently... There is a precedent for extraordinary people to suddenly escape in the main urban area.

Guangta quickly stopped and hurriedly walked to the side.

His face was as solemn as water. After repeated understanding, he came to the conclusion that this power did not belong to Lord Hui!

Although both have affinity for light, their control methods are completely different.

The power of radius is like treating light as a beloved elder, teacher, or the incarnation of "radius". Only by making a request to them with a respectful attitude can you get a response and then drive the light.

But now the abilities that Guangtai possesses are several times more rude.

It is like treating the light as a lowly slave, forcing them to use for your own use.

But the other party still had no intention of resisting, and was easily played with in his palms.

As a believer in Hui, Guangtai understands the absurdity of this matter better than others.

There is a saying in the Book of Glory - billions of glory are His incarnation.

But now...

Guangtai's cognition was once again impacted by reality, and his faith was shaken again.

‘Doesn’t this mean that I can get a stronger power than the power of radiance from that evil god?’

Guangta quickly wiped out this arrogant thought.

But once the seeds are planted, they will take root and sprout for one day.

‘I am a believer of Lord Hui, and I cannot accept this power.’

‘You have to go and find the old priest quickly and help me dispel the evil god’s connection.’

Forcibly expelled the distracting thoughts in his heart, Guang Tai gritted his teeth and rushed towards the church.

After all, faith defeated desire. Even if he wanted to lose this power, he would have to get rid of the control of the evil god and return to the embrace of Lord Hui.

Holding this remaining persistence, Guangtai came to the church door in a short while.

Unlike the abandoned churches in the abandoned city, this church is rich and grand, with people coming and going, and it is a lively scene.

As mentioned before, Hui Cult is a mainstream sect in this world.

The status is very high and believers are spread all over the world.

The scene of the church is as familiar as ever, and even the flowers and plants in the courtyard are like in memory.

After all, this is where Guangta has lived for nearly 6 years.

After becoming an adult, Kazuta left the Hiroshi Church and began to live independently, but basically came here to visit the old priest once a week.

But when he walked to the door of the church, Guangtai hesitated and walked on the concrete floor in front of the door.

What hesitated was not how to face the old priest and explain all this to him.

But this church of glory is vaguely...excluding him?

There is no error in Guangtai's perception.

Not only the degree of rejection, but even disgust!

In Guangtai's eyes, the entire church was no longer a friendly and friendly place, but turned into a monster that conveyed his malicious intentions, showing his claws to warn him - to leave here!

He even suspected that if he forced himself to walk in, he would be directly attacked mentally.

The light is too hollow and the whole body is cold.

It was like something important in my heart shattered with a "click", just like the cracked statue of the god, which could never be pieced together again.

His mood at this moment is a less appropriate but appropriate example.

Just like in the ntr book, the coerced girlfriend finally mustered up the courage to confess to the victim and seek his help. She was not only cruelly rejected, but also despised and locked out of the door.

It can be imagined that kind of collapsed mood.

To be precise, he had asked for help before, but the statue of the god was not working.

"......Why?"

Guangta murmured to himself.

What is his faith in the past few years?

‘It’s like a joke.’

This huge blow caused his belief in Lord of Radiance to collapse extremely quickly, thus turning into the shape of another god.

Guangtai’s experience during this period was like an invisible hand that pulled him into the dark abyss bit by bit.

Even though he had been struggling hard, he seemed to be a traveler who was trapped in a swamp, the more he struggled, the deeper he was in it.

Guangta's suspicion of the God of Radiance was shaken, and it intensified bit by bit, and finally reached its limit now.

He squatted down and sobbed silently for a while.

When he raised his head again, Guang was so cold that he looked like a different person, and he took a last look at the glorious church.

‘In that case, I will no longer be your believer.’

A phone call came in.

The old priest from the Church of Hiroshi, he asked gently.

"Xiao Guang, didn't you say you were going to pray in the church? Where are you now?"

Guangta said apologetically: "Sorry, there was an emergency mission coming from above. I may not be able to go to the church recently."

"Oh, then be careful and be safe."

After a few greetings, Guangtai hung up the phone and walked towards the direction he came without any nostalgia, and said softly in his heart.

‘I’m sorry, old priest.’
Chapter completed!
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