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Chapter 68 Five years I still haven't changed you(2/3)

The relaxed atmosphere solidified in an instant.

Why come back? He needs a reason. She turned around and got on the plane, and now she appeared in front of him unexpectedly. He had a marriage and a career, but no love. Maybe when she left, he didn't want to love.

Alone. Because losing is more painful than love itself.

"Why do you think I came back?"

"I don't know," Lu Yanheng paused, "so I'm asking you."

"The days abroad are long and lonely. I ran to the airport several times, but gave up all the time. There were people coming and going at the airport, but I had no destination. Yan Heng, I heard that you are married. I heard that you are very happy.

I love her, I heard that you are doing well. I was just wondering when I can only rely on hearing about you."

"You must be very surprised that I left without telling you. I know that. But what can I do? Everyone is against it. Everyone is not optimistic about us. When I see how hard you work every day, I feel...

I feel so guilty. It was me who dragged you down. You should have higher career pursuits. You are the only son of the Lu family and the sole heir to the equity. You can't give up your own future for me."

As she spoke, Zhang Zixin began to sob softly, sobbing: "If you blame me, I'll just leave right away. Anyway, I have no hope of getting your forgiveness... It's my fault..."

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A woman's tears are surprisingly effective in front of her lover. Even the woman she has loved before.

Lu Yanheng stood up, pulled out a few tissues and handed them to him. He rarely saw women cry, didn't know how to comfort them, and had never comforted anyone.

Because Lin Ruoruo never cried. Only last time, when she hugged him on the balcony and said I love you, her tears wet his clothes in large swaths.

Zhang Zixin looked at the tissue handed to her and didn't take it. She choked twice and raised the corners of her mouth slightly. Then she raised her head and looked at Lu Yanheng who was standing with hazy eyes.

Anyone who sees him like this will not be able to bear it.

Lu Yanheng's hand holding the tissue trembled almost inaudibly. He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears that fell from her face: "You are still so prone to crying. Zi Xin, you haven't changed at all. It's me who has changed."

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Zhang Zixin suddenly stood up and hugged Lu Yanheng tightly.

"Nothing has changed, nothing has changed. We can start over, right?"

Start over? Lu Yanheng subconsciously looked at the trash can. The torn documents were still inside, and he didn't have time to throw them away.

Behind him, Zhang Zixin rested her chin on his shoulder and smiled. Lu Yanheng, you finally relented. Then I will take another step closer to you.

Lin Ruoruo was thinking that days like this, counting the time passing by little by little, were really unbearable. Lu Yanheng still hadn't come back, and Zhang Zixin never came again. It seemed like she was already a forgotten person, blooming in silence in the corner.

But she doesn't allow herself to go on like this. If it's just herself, she doesn't care. It's different now. Even for the sake of her children, she should make herself feel better. Lin Ruoruo has nothing to fight for, but as a mother, she has to

There is a lot to strive for. She has already paid the price for her carelessness. If the test results come out, how will she face it?

I just hope it was a fright, no accident.

In fact, what she wants is really not much.

Lin Ruoruo put on her thick down jacket, wrapped herself up like a rice dumpling and went out. She hadn't been to the orphanage for a long time. If she had time today, she still had to go and have a look. Those children hadn't seen her for several days and they had to buy some candies.

go.

This is how she planned her life.

But sometimes, there are some things that you can't decide.

Lu Yanheng's hand gently patted Zhang Zixin's back and said nothing.

Zhang Zixin did not continue to ask any more questions, and stopped her words at the right time. She had nothing to say now, and it would not do her any good if she forced him to do it again. After getting along with each other for a while, she has learned to restrain herself.

By myself.

Click till then.

After a long time, Lu Yanheng gently held her shoulders: "Yes."

Zhang Zixin was stunned.

He gently touched the tip of her nose like he did a long time ago: "We can start over."

As soon as this sentence was spoken, it was a promise that had to be made. Zhang Zixin knew that she had succeeded. She tried her best and calculated in every possible way, and finally succeeded.

After all, they were two people who loved each other.

Zhang Zixin smiled, hooked her arms around his neck, and put her lips together.

Lu Yanheng's hands tightened and he deepened the kiss silently.

Lin Ruoruo distributed the candies she bought to the children. The children in the orphanage were very sensible and did not grab or squeeze them. They took the candies and left quietly, saying thank you to my sister by the way.

The candies were distributed well, and a little boy about eight years old suddenly rushed over. He originally wanted to get the candies, but he ran too fast and couldn't stop. He bumped into Lin Ruoruo.

The child didn't have much strength, but Lin Ruoruo was unprepared, and all the candies in her hands fell off and scattered on the ground. Lin Ruoruo's heart skipped a beat when she looked at the colorful and beautifully packaged candies.

The feeling of helplessness that had been suppressed suddenly surged up. She stood there blankly, forgetting to pick up the candy on the ground. When the little boy saw that he had gotten into trouble, he stood there with a pair of watery eyes wide open, and twitched uneasily.

Wear clothes.

The older children all ran over at this time, picked up the candy and handed it to Lin Ruoruo: "Sister, I'm sorry, he didn't mean it."

Only then did Lin Ruoruo come back to her senses.

"It's okay, it's just that I didn't hold it steady." She smiled softly, bent down and gave all the candies to the little boy, "Take it, don't run around like this in the future, it's very dangerous to bump into people. Okay,

Go and play!"

The little boy nodded: "Thank you, sister."

She reached out and touched his head: "Good boy."

The little boy calmed down and walked away in a bound. Lin Ruoruo smiled, she was really getting more and more confused, it seemed that she frightened other children.

As she thought about it, she couldn't help but touch her flat belly with a faint smile on her lips.

She sat in the back seat of the car, staring out the window in a daze. The temperature in the car was higher than outside, and she was a little hot, with a slight layer of sweat on her back. Lin Ruoruo did not take off her down jacket, thinking of washing it after she got home.

Just take a shower.

Uncle Zhou drove steadily all the time. She tilted her head to one side and didn't know what she was thinking. Uncle Zhou, who had been quiet all the time, suddenly turned around: "Madam, Mr. Lu is back."

She didn't respond. After a while, she straightened up and asked in confusion, "Huh?"

"Mr. Lu is back. Look, his cars are parked there."

Lin Ruoruo opened the car window and looked around, and sure enough she saw Lu Yanheng's Land Rover parked outside the villa. She once asked him that he had several sports cars in his garage, why were they parked there and driving this off-road vehicle every day? He said calmly

The answer was, why do you drive such a conspicuous car when you go to work? You can just drive it when you go out for fun occasionally.

At that time, she had just gotten married, and Lin Ruoruo kept thinking about capitalists and wasting money like this.

Thinking about it now, he had his own way of life, his identity, and his status. Things like that were just interests to him, but it took her a long time to understand.

His and her worlds were far apart and never intersected.

When she got out of the car, the cold wind went straight into her neck, and the slight warmth was suddenly blown away. Lin Ruoruo was thankful in her heart that she didn't take off her down jacket.

Walking into the room, the heater warmed her face. Then she slowly took off her scarf, down jacket, and hat. She suddenly lost weight from a chubby penguin, which showed that she wore

How thick does it have to be.

Lu Yanheng stood at the entrance of the stairs, watching her take off her heavy clothes one by one, and said calmly: "Ruoruo, come to my study." After saying that, without waiting for her answer, he turned around and went upstairs.

Lin Ruoruo hung up her clothes and responded, "Okay, I'll be right away."

It just so happened that he was back. Sooner or later, he would know about the pregnancy. It was better to tell him now. She felt really uneasy. Besides, he was the father of the child, and he had the right and obligation to know about it.

Lin Ruoruo ran upstairs without thinking. In fact, the study room in the villa was just a fake place. Lu Yanheng basically never did business there, because he rarely even returned home.

The study room is also red, but not so ostentatious, with a good pear wood desk and bright but not dazzling lights. At first, Lin Ruoruo considered that this was a study room and he would use it, so he put some thought into it.

At this moment, Lu Yanheng was sitting behind the desk. When he saw her walking in, he lowered his eyes.

"where have you been?"

"Oh, I went to the orphanage." Lin Ruoruo smiled, "When did you come back?"

"Be back for a while, it won't be long."

Lu Yanheng lowered his head and rubbed his fingertips against the quietly placed document bag. The slightly rough cover pricked his hand, but he didn't care.

"Have you eaten yet? I'll be there soon..."

"No," Lu Yanheng interrupted her, "I have something to tell you."

Lin Ruoruo stopped preparing to walk out, turned around and looked at him: "What's the matter?"

Suddenly, the candies scattered on the ground in the orphanage flashed through her mind. They were bright and colorful but not moving at all. They were just scattered there, and she forgot to pick them up, as if she had lost all her strength.

Lu Yanheng pursed his lips, and Lin Ruoruo suddenly smiled: "That's right, I also have something to tell you."

"It's not necessary, Ruoruo."

He looked up at her, ignoring the confusion on her face because of these words. The document bag he had been holding in his hand was a little wrinkled: "Take this."

Lin Ruoruo took it doubtfully, hesitated with her outstretched hand, and then took out the documents inside.

divorse agreement.

She looked at it again in disbelief, her face turning pale in an instant: "... Divorce?"

"Um."

Lin Ruoruo felt that her hands were shaking, and her heart was shaking non-stop: "Lu Yanheng,... you... you want to divorce me... divorce me?"

Still a plain voice: "Yeah."

"Why?" Even as elegant as she was, she still asked this question at this moment, "Why? Lu Yanheng, I need...a reason."

A reason to convince him to convince her.

In fact, she already understood it in her heart. Lin Ruoruo still stared at him closely, her voice trembling, but her tone was affirmative: "...It's because of Zhang Zixin. Lu Yanheng, am I right?"

She looked at him and nodded.

There was a throbbing pain in her chest that made her unable to breathe. Lin Ruoruo bit her lip tightly. Even though her face was as white as a piece of paper, her lower lip was still dazzlingly red: "Have you really never loved me?"
To be continued...
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