【08】Late love
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In the quiet atmosphere, Zhan Xiaoyao gradually restrained his smile, black and white, and watery eyes looked at Chen Xingmo for a moment. Such sincereness was like the most beautiful scenery, which made him not only stop his voice, but also speechless, but could only listen quietly to her answers. Her words and her voice were the whole world at this moment.
"You don't understand..."
You don't understand the whispering soft words. The three words drift away with the wind and disappear without seeing each other. For the first time, Chen Xingmo saw Zhan Xiaoyao's tender and energetic face with a melancholy expression. Is those sorrows because of himself?
He doesn't understand, really doesn't he understand?
"What do you don't understand?"
He wanted to know the answer, but he asked if he didn't understand, and learned if he didn't know, and how to give up if he didn't work hard. I don't know where he was wrong and how to correct it. But what Chen Xingmo disliked the most was Zhan Xiaoyao's expression. Such a lonely expression should not appear on the face of the little princess. She should always be the blooming flowers of happiness, shining with enviable light in the sun, not the dimness and sorrow of the present and the moment.
The eyes of the two people intersected and entangled. Zhan Xiaoyao slowly lowered his arms, holding the hot egg in his palm, sighing as if he felt the heat but didn't care.
"I have met the love that made me most touching for the next life..."
Yes, I have met her. She was born. She was ignorant at the age of seven, was jealous at the age of ten, and confessed at the age of fifteen! But some difficulties were so difficult to overcome. She seemed to stop but could not retreat. She could only keep trying to conquer and conquer the man in front of her who had accompanied her for fifteen years.
"I'm sorry, because my lateness made you wait for so long, it made you sad and sad, but I don't have the ability to be by your side. It doesn't matter. Now that I'm grown up, you can continue to love me, but I will stay with you for the rest of my life until you regret it even if you are gray-haired and have no regrets."
The slowly raised arms and slender white fingers streaked across the slightly longer hair on his forehead, revealing a pair of star-like eyes, and the black pupils were full of disconnections. Yes, the two of them are just as ignorant about the so-called love, right? A girl who is only fifteen years old and just a man who has not yet had a real so-called love.
"What? What does it mean?"
Looking at Chen Xingmo's ignorant look, Zhan Xiaoyao slowly smiled.
"Xiaopang, I know you liked my mother. I knew when I was very young. I know that your love may be just a transference, but I don't mind. I feel that I was born in this world for you. Because I feel your loneliness, I will hold your fingers reluctantly. Don't cry anymore, hug me, don't be sad, hug me, don't be reluctant to part with me, hug me. When I grow up, we will welcome a new life together. Although I am still sorry, I am late."
I am not born, but I am old.
You hate me for being born late, and I hate me for being born early.
I am not born, but I am old.
I wish I could have a happy life at the same time.
——Although I have regrets, I don’t resent. At least during those days when you were lonely and helpless, I was born in this world, filling your blank life, giving you another kind of life, and the small hug and smile became our little secret. Chen Xingmo, I like you, I am paranoid and think that I am born for you, and I met only in order to let us learn love.
But I was once full of apology, because you were still sad, but I didn't know anything. I could do nothing, I couldn't comfort you, and I couldn't let you show the most beautiful smile in the world. But now it doesn't matter, I've grown up, please hug me...
Chen Xingmo looked at Zhan Xiaoyao blankly, and the nerves on his forehead were sore. In a second, what was his heartbeat? Those little years invaded his life and life like drugs. The little life that held his finger fifteen years ago became his most precious and precious existence, and the once unscrupulous hug became another meaning.
He was afraid, afraid that he could not afford such a heavy relationship!
"Oh, little demon, no, no, me, I..."
Want to explain, Chen Xingmo felt dry mouth and confusing words. Although he was only fifteen years old, Zhan Xiaoyao chuckled and pressed his lips with his fingers. The soft touch was left on his fingertips, making his heart beat faster and ambiguous.
"I understand, don't explain, I understand, really, you just can't accept my identity now. But if you exclude me as Ren Yutong's daughter, just a child who loves you, would you be so awkward and unacceptable? Is love really subject to various restrictions and moral condemnation? Isn't love enough as long as there is love?"
Does love have to be judged by morality? As a friend's daughter, can't fall in love with her mother's friend? Who stipulates it? Why not? She doesn't understand. She is still young, and it's enough to love unscrupulously.
Chen Xingmo was panicked and could not accept it. He could not bear to fight against the family, otherwise he would have no face to face Ren Yutong...
"Not enough! How could I give up my thirty-year friendship with Baoya for you? How could I destroy my relationship with Zhanye because of you? For so many years, we have lived together, we are a family, I can't hurt them for you, I can't do it, absolutely not!"
Chen Xingmo, who was furious, stood up suddenly, with the feeling of final decision, and left with a sharp strode like a hero with a broken arm. Although his body was sore, it was not as heartbreaking as the heartbreaking inside. His clenched fists kept shaking, not because of anger, but because of helplessness, reluctance, and helplessness.
Sixteen years ago, he once thought that Ren Yutong was the woman who hurt him the most. - You are my only one, but I am not your unique. Chen Xingmo once looked at Ren Yutong like this. The so-called first love and the so-called waiting will eventually become empty and painful!
However, now there is a person who is willing to become his own uniqueness, but he cannot possess this uniqueness.
I once thought that those heart-wrenching pains were nothing compared to those in my heart. The office panel was separated by the two people's silent tears. It was clearly close but looked like the end of the world, so close and so far away!
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It hurts so much...qaq!!!tat!!! I feel sorry for Xiaopang, Xiaopang, Xiaopang...
Chapter completed!