【27】Finally Say Goodbye
【Third update】
As long as she likes her, Shen Xingmo can be satisfied with anything except himself, because this is his efforts and love, and these favors are the only things he can give openly and honestly!
Inside the duffel bag lies his coat, his pillow, and his little bear, all of which have a scent that deeply belongs to him. However, sooner or later those things will gradually lose their original feeling after being stored for a long time. But some memories are still in Zhan Xiaoyao's heart. It continues to ferment and becomes rich and mellow.
Each kiss, those tears, although heartbreaking, but after such entanglement, Zhan Xiaoyao felt that he understood more deeply that he liked Shen Xingmo, and it would never change!
"Hey, be good, little fat boy, you have to remember our agreement. The next time we meet is the beginning of our relationship. No cheating is allowed."
Zhan Xiaoyao, who straightened his back and faced Shen Xingmo, holding a luggage bag in his hand and preparing to open the door, suddenly said this. Although he still tried to calm himself down, the slightly trembling and choking words still made Shen Xingmo stop to say goodbye. pace.
"good!"
There was almost no hesitation. Shen Xingmo could only say one heavy word. What else could he say except - okay?
Zhan Xiaoyao slowly opened the door, and finally looked back with a smile. At that moment, the stunning smile was like thousands of pear trees blooming, which made Shen Xingmo's heart beat so much that he couldn't help it.
"Shen Xingmo, I like you, I like you very much, I like you very much. If you are willing to accept this love, I am confident that I can deepen this relationship until I love you until the end of time. I will still love you until the end of my life. I will stay with you without any regrets."
She will spend her whole life confirming her words, and she will work hard all her life to prove that her words are not a joke. Don't say that she doesn't understand love just because she is young.
"..."
Silence, silence, Shen Xingmo felt like he was about to suffocate, but he had no way to say another word. In the end, he could only pretend to be indifferent and reply: "Go back!"
Zhan Xiaoyao's eyes were full of disappointment. It was another confession, another confrontation without an answer, each time it was an escape, and she refused to give an answer whether she accepted or refused. But now she doesn't force it anymore, anyway. There is still that agreement.
"Goodbye, I look forward to seeing you next time."
Finally, he waved his hand and said, "No need to send me off. I'll go back to find my mother and go home with me. Don't worry." Then he ran away. The slender figure disappeared from Shen Xingmo's eyes, but he felt that his world was constantly collapsing. .
Slowly sliding down from the corner of the wall, there was still the touch of her lips recently, but the warmth in his arms disappeared, letting a biting chill sweep through his body.
Do you like it? I definitely do! That is his favorite child, but no matter how much he likes her, she is still a child.
Let him go? He can't let go, because that has been his only comfort in the past fifteen years. Without her, his life will lose meaning again.
How to choose in the end?
Shen Xingmo didn't know, he didn't know clearly. He just felt that his heart hurt so much that he couldn't help himself and had difficulty breathing.
He opened a bottle of foreign wine from the wine cabinet and drank casually. Although he occasionally drank at social events, he rarely got drunk and was very measured. But today, Shen Xingmo kept drinking like a cow. Wine, he wanted to get drunk. When he was drunk, he wouldn't be sad, wouldn't think about those troublesome things, and wouldn't be tortured by the feeling of longing.
Soon half the bottle of wine was drunk. Shen Xingmo stood unsteadily in front of the window, looking at the night and the lights belonging to the Zhan family not far away. He slowly raised his hand and carved a certain character on the glass. However, the human appearance still captures the charm.
"Qianqiu, Qianqiu...little demon, little demon...my little demon, how long are you going to torture me?"
You were born before I was born, but I was already old after you were born.
Why do we have to meet in this way? Why can't we be together? Why do we have to keep choosing to get closer?
Shen Xingmo was already in a state of chaos. The wine bottle rolled from his hand. He sat beside the bed in despair, looking at the messy room. The place that was bustling just now was now empty. Loneliness kept corroding his heart.
This is his most private resting place. Almost no one has entered this place, but Zhan Xiaoyao keeps appearing. He even has the door key to the villa and all the security codes. But because of this relationship, that The little girl walked into my heart easily.
His heart beat, he liked it, he wanted to possess it but tried hard to suppress it before stopping. Shen Xingmo fell on the bed in pain. Alcohol made his mind confused. A tear fell easily and no one noticed it!
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Saying goodbye for the last time, Zhan Xiaoyao took his things and hid in the corner of the garden downstairs of Shen Xingmo's house. He crouched in a dark place to hide his figure, curled up into a ball, and sobbing slightly while restraining himself.
She is reluctant to leave, this is the whole of her life and the beginning of everything.
She doesn't want to leave, not because there are any difficulties in living abroad, not because she will miss her deeply when she is abroad, those are secondary. The person she is more worried about is Shen Xingmo. If she is not the one who asks that person to have breakfast every day, she will If he wasn't here, would he still obediently go to Zhan's house to have a meal?
The food outside was unclean, and there were a lot of MSG additives. Shen Xingmo used to not eat well, and even got gastric ulcer. From then on, she was responsible for delivering meals and bringing people home to eat. If she went out After that, can I take good care of myself?
He seems lonely, who tells him jokes and makes her happy. When he is lonely, who turns on the light in his room and waits for him to come home. Sometimes he will be sad, and she will smile and support him. Sometimes he will be tired. , she just pretended to casually accompany him for walks, outings, and look at the stars.
If she is no longer with Shen Xingmo from now on, who will accompany him, a lonely guy with no friends?
"Shen Xingmo, I can't bear to leave you, are you a little bit reluctant to leave you?"
Weeping silently, the wind blows silently and takes away those murmurs, the wet soil emits a heavy smell, but we miss each other but refuse to say it out loud. Some love, if you don't say it, others will never know it.
Looking at the silent moonlight, the blurred beauty, Zhan Xiaoyao wiped away her tears and left with a long stride. It doesn't matter, she will come back eventually, and she will get all the happiness she desires. Sooner or later, Shen Xingmo will be hers A man, be confident, don’t be afraid, move forward bravely!!!
come on……
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