Zhang Ling was in a daze for a moment because of Li Xiang's words.

She seemed to recall something interesting.

So a happy smile appeared on his face inadvertently.

So Li Xiang deliberately pretended to be sleepy, yawned and reminded:

"Zhang Ling, look it's getting late. If you have nothing else to say, go back to bed and rest. If we want to see Xiaodouzi again before returning to Wuchuan tomorrow, we have to get up early."

Only then did Zhang Ling come back to her senses and murmured with a bit of stubbornness:

"Do I need you to remind me? Really! I shouldn't have come out in such a troublesome manner just now. This is great. My behavior will definitely be misunderstood by him. He will misunderstand that I care about him."

Just care.

To be honest, even Zhang Ling herself can’t figure it out until now.

She is already engaged to Li Xiang.

Moreover, he and Li Xiang had already formed a family of three because of Xiaodouzi.

Their family of three should have become like a real family already.

Care for each other, support each other, understand each other...

But the fact is that she still always treats Li Xiang as an ordinary friend and colleague.

Deliberately keep a certain distance.

It feels like it's because of Qi Diaozhe.

Once bitten, twice shy.

I still dare not accept Li Xiang wholeheartedly.

So even the slightest sign of trouble would make her immediately push Li Xiang away.

To this!

Zhang Ling was also very conflicted in her heart.

As the relationship with Li Xiang deepens, the relationship deepens.

The feeling of guilt in her heart became more and more intense.

Because Zhang Ling once asked her innermost thoughts without anyone interrupting her.

Ask her what she thinks Li Xiang is?

A ridiculous answer kept echoing in her ears.

That is because she regarded Li Xiang as a tool to torture Qi Diaozhe deeply.

In other words, her superficial attitude seems to have severed ties with Qidiao Zheen.

But deep down, Zhang Ling still felt a lot of dissatisfaction with Qi Diaozhe.

Especially not willing to wait for Qi Diaozhe for so many years.

He kicked Qi Diaozhe away from him so cheaply.

No matter how you think about it, you are too kind to Qi Diaozhe.

So Zhang Ling subconsciously had the idea of ​​using Li Xiang to torture Qi Diaozhe.

Perhaps the person who really understands Zhang Ling is Qi Diaozhe.

Therefore, even after being ruthlessly rejected by Zhang Ling, Qi Diaozhe was still willing to persevere in his pursuit.

That's all because Qi Diaozhe knew that Zhang Lingruo had completely vented the grievances she had accumulated in her heart for many years.

I will definitely choose to get back together with him naturally.

At that time, you will have achieved your goal in a true sense.

In the final analysis.

For Zhang Ling, maybe it means the deeper the love.

The hatred generated becomes deeper.

It can also be said that Zhang Ling did not let go of Qi Diaozhe in a real sense.

He also let himself go.

This is equivalent to completely treating the past between her and Qi Diaozhe as a past that cannot be returned to.

right!

Zhang Ling did sometimes fantasize about forgiving Qi Diaozhe.

Then he renewed his relationship with the reformed Qi Diaozhe.

Although such an idea would make her find it ridiculous most of the time when she is calm!

After all, it was true love.

It’s not just a matter of saying “let go” that means letting go easily in a real sense.

What a coincidence!

The relationship between her and Li Xiang is similar to that of Zhou Yu.

One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, which creates a natural tacit understanding.

That's why Zhang Ling was able to use Li Xiang to achieve her purpose of punishing Qi Diaozhe.

It’s just that Zhang Ling has a conscience.

The more times Li Xiang is used.

Zhang Ling's conscience made her feel more guilty towards Li Xiang.

As a result, he instinctively wanted to push Li Xiang away.

But something happened that caught Zhang Ling off guard.

That is, Li Xiang's strong love for her is true.

It's also because of this sincere love.

Therefore, the kind-hearted Zhang Ling was unwilling to hurt Li Xiang from the bottom of her heart.

I don't even want to let myself be like Qi Diaozhe.

In the end, he became a scumbag who played with emotions.

what to do?

Little did they know that from the very beginning she had thought that she would never take Qi Diaozhe lightly.

In the end, she unintentionally changed into a situation where she would never forgive herself.

Why do you say that?

Because on the surface it seemed that Zhang Ling was using Li Xiang to punish Qi Diaozhe.

But in fact, she felt extremely tortured inside.

On the one hand, her conscience would not allow her to continue hurting Li Xiang's feelings;

On the other hand, she successfully punished Qi Diaozhe with the help of Li Xiang.

But she felt refreshed and entertained by punishing Wanqi Diaozhe.

But it was far inferior to the loneliness and pain she caused.

That’s right!

You read that right indeed.

After punishing Qi Diaozhe, the emotions she felt were more of loneliness and pain.

Because every time she punishes Qi Diaozhe, she will relive the loneliness and pain of more than ten years.

How can this prevent her from being lonely and miserable?

That's why she came up with the idea of ​​letting Qi Diaozhe go completely.

That's because Qi Diaozhe can only be completely let go.

Only then could Zhang Ling feel relieved and liberated in a real sense.

Only then could she have the opportunity to let Li Xiang completely enter her heart.

So it's not so much that I let Qi Diaozhe go.

It would be better to say that she was creating an opportunity to fully prepare to accept Li Xiang.

at this time.

Li thought he must have heard Zhang Ling's muttering clearly.

So I said with some intentionality:

"Zhang Ling, what were you talking about just now? The voice was too soft! I didn't hear it clearly."

Zhang Ling said with a bit of panic:

"Did I speak just now? No, no. I think you must have heard wrong. I didn't speak."

"oh!"
To be continued...