However, the good times didn't last long, and later I found out: It turned out that your little aunt was not related to you, and her concern for you was far beyond the ordinary aunt's feelings for her nephew, and the same look you looked at her. I see you two like Xiaolongnu and Yang Guo in "The Legend of Condor Heroes"!

At that time, I was confused and I really didn't know what to do! I asked myself again and again in my heart, should I be stuck between you? Should I like you? But there is no reason to like someone, there is no need or not, because I can't control my own feelings at all!

Fortunately, later I found that my aunt seemed to be avoiding you intentionally or unintentionally, especially after she knew that I like you too, she deliberately gave in to me. But I read the contradictions, the helplessness, and the more complicated feelings. It was precisely because she chose to quit that I felt a little guilty...

After all, my aunt grew up with you, and you are the childhood sweethearts. Until I came back from Dream Valley, although I knew you had chosen me, the guilt hidden in my heart continued to increase. This is also the reason why I dare not hold your hand in front of my aunt, and it is also the reason why I asked you to live outside that night, because I don’t know how to face my aunt, and I don’t know if you have already thought about how to face my aunt. Some people say that love is selfish and can make people forget everything! It’s all about everything! But I can’t do it. From this point of view, maybe I really didn’t love you until I was desperate? I don’t know, really, really don’t know...

When that hateful island man threatened you with my aunt and I, I was so scared. I was afraid of losing you, and I was afraid of losing the relationship we just established...

Panic and fear made me at a loss! However, at that time, my aunt, who was usually not good at speaking and even looked a little weak, chose to commit suicide in order not to let you be threatened!

This was completely shocked. It was not until that moment that I realized that maybe my aunt’s love for you is not less than that for me! She can choose to quit for love, she can choose the beauty of adulthood for love, and she can even choose to die for love! This is the true love, but I have not been able to do this, at least I have not done it now.

So, Brother Zhong Lin, please forgive me for choosing to leave now. During the period when I left, you must take good care of my aunt. During the period when I was with her, I have become a friend who can talk about everything. I know that she has suffered a lot before, and I also know that she desires happiness more! Brother Zhong Lin, I will spend a while to calm down and think carefully about how to face the relationship between us. By the way, if my aunt really can't wake up again, then I will never come back! When will my aunt wake up, that is, when I come back to compete fairly with her, so you don't have to look for me during this period, take good care of my aunt!

Do you remember the song we listened to that day? "The Rest of Your Life":

Looking for the sun in a place without wind, and making warm sun in a place where you are cold. People and things are everywhere, you are always too naive, and I only want you in the rest of my life.

For the rest of my life, the wind and snow are you, the ordinary are you, and the poverty is also you.

Glory is you, gentle heart is you, and the eyes are you.

Do you know why I like this song? Because I heard a faint sadness and a trace of regret from this song. Maybe I had a premonition. In any case, during the period when I left, it was also a test of your love! I really hope that when I appear again, you can sing this song for me, take me to see the clear sky, and tell me loudly that you are still fascinated by me, and for the rest of your life, you will only have me in your eyes...

After reading the letter, Zhong Lin's heart seemed to be hollowed out. From the tears on the letter, it can be seen that Luo Xiaoman must be very sad when writing this letter. Isn't that the same thing as Zhong Lin at this moment!

For Zhong Lin, he had never seen his mother since he was a child. It can be said that the two most important women in his life so far are the little aunt Zhong Lingyue, and the other is Luo Xiaoman. Now one is not sure if he can wake up, and the other is missing. Due to the living environment since childhood, Zhong Lin is somewhat unfamiliar with expressing his feelings, but it does not mean that he has no feelings. If it was Zhong Lingyue who let him know what family affection is, Luo Xiaoman is the one who ignited the flame of love in his heart.

Zhong Lin’s feelings for Zhong Lingyue are more about family affection, the kind of feelings that only relatives have before, and the dependence on Zhong Lingyue was also developed from childhood to adulthood. However, he didn’t know his feelings at the beginning. It was Luo Xiaoman who let him open up and gave him a spark of love in his heart. It was not until the moment in the Dream Valley that he truly knew what love was. But it was too late to say it now, Luo Xiaoman has left. Besides, even if Luo Xiaoman doesn’t leave, he would not say it at this time.

That's right, if Zhong Lingyue doesn't wake up for a day, he will continue to feel guilty. And is there only family affection in his relationship with Zhong Lingyue? He can't explain it clearly, really can't explain it clearly! Maybe humans are such a complex emotional animal! His heart is like a mess, and he can't figure it out no matter how hard he tries...

He hated himself. Perhaps it was because of his "stoppable" relationship that he forced Luo Xiaoman away!

"Master, why did that girl Xiaoman leave?"

"Master, Master, Master?"

"Hey, you humans are the most complex animals. I really don't understand your feelings..."

As if he hadn't heard Ling'er's "voice", Zhong Lin took out his cell phone from his pocket and downloaded the song "The Rest of Life". He plugged in his headphones and gently stuffed an earplug into his ears, imagining that Luo Xiaoman was still sitting next to him like that day.

Soon the familiar sound came from the headphones, but Zhong Lin heard another feeling at this moment. It was different from the fact that when he heard it before going to Qingshui Town, he just thought that the two of them would have to stay together for the rest of their lives. This time he also heard a faint sadness and a faint regret...

"I want to take you to see the empty bowl, and I want to tell you loudly that I am fascinated by you. The past is in a hurry, and you will always be moved. For the rest of my life, I only want you..."
Chapter completed!