Chapter 469 I'm spoiling you too

When Xue Mei returned to the General's Mansion, the person was already frozen.

There was also a little blood on her hands, not much.

Jinping walked out gently, fed hot water and put it next to it, and then returned; Xiao Jingcheng brought the hot water over and washed Xue Mei's hands.

Xue Mei put her hands in the slightly hot water and it took her a while to warm up.

She sighed softly.

Xiao Jingcheng sat next to her and was in a heavy mood. He still comforted her: "It's not your fault, don't take it to your heart."

"No one thinks it's my fault." Xue Mei said, "When I arrived, he was already out of breath."

Having said that, Xue Mei has a reputation, making people think she can always come back to life.

Little did she know that she could do nothing to do in front of life and death.

Seeing that she had been soaking her hands in hot water, her hands turned a little red, Xiao Jingcheng took them out and wiped them dry.

"...You go to bed early. I want to check the murderer and give General Zhou an explanation as soon as possible." Xiao Jingcheng said.

Xue Mei nodded.

When Xiao Jingcheng walked out of the main courtyard, he saw that the Lu brothers were all outside the door.

It was too cold at night, and both of them looked so cold that they were blue.

Xiao Jingcheng: "You guys go in and talk to her."

Lu Wen and Lu Shudao are.

Seeing Xiao Jingcheng leaving quickly, Lu Shu thought to himself: "This prince is really different."

I still came to see Xue Mei so late, and Lu Shu and Lu Wen were also worried that Xiao Jingcheng would be too concerned.

Now it seems that the prince is not concerned with these trivial matters. He is quite pleased that they can come and talk to Xue Mei.

After entering the yard, Xue Mei saw them and frowned: "Come here to comfort me?"

Lu Shu: "..."

Lu Wen answered: "Yes."

Lu Shu: "..."

There are really people who ask questions like this and answer them like this. Everything is on the table, as long as you can, as long as you can't do it.

Xue Mei was not angry, nodded, letting them sit down, and personally brought the hot tea for them to hold it in their hands to keep warm.

After the two of them sat down, Xue Mei took out the small board she carried with her and drew it on it with black charcoal strips.

Soon, she drew a picture of her neck.

"This is the case in Zhou Yueming: all the left artery and veins were cut, causing a lot of bleeding. He died so quickly, not only because of blood loss, but also because of air embolism." Xue Mei said.

Lu Wen and Lu Shu both listened very seriously.

Lu Shuze asked: "Old ancestor, if you were present at the time and you immediately treated him, would it be possible that you would succeed?"

Xue Mei saw that Zhou Yueming's head was not normal and tilted.

She needs instrumental assistance, and she cannot complete such stitching with her own hands and eyes alone.

"There is only 10% possibility." Xue Mei said, "If I were there at that time, I would have fought hard for this 10%."

Lu Shu stopped saying anything.

The room fell into silence again.

Their brothers came to comfort Xue Mei, but Xue Mei gave an anatomy class.

As for Zhou Yueming's death, Xue Mei didn't seem to care about it. The reason was very simple, that was not the patient she treated.

When she arrived, the person was gone.

She is not familiar with the Zhou family, and she only met Mrs. Zhou today, and she only met Zhou Yueming once.

The Lu brothers were worried that they would have too high expectations for Xue Mei outside, so they said rumors that made her unable to bear it.

Xue Mei was just a little sad.

She said to Lu Shu and Lu Wen: "The most terrifying thing about being a doctor is the ability to empathize. Once you have this ability, thinking of the patient's family and his life, but you are powerless, it will drive you crazy."

Empathy is not an advantage to doctors.

Lu Wen: "What is empathy?"

"It means treating other people's feelings as your own. Imagine that you are General Zhou, lost your son in middle age, and have only such a son. Do you feel heartbroken?

Thinking about Zhou Yueming, she was smiling when she went out in the morning and never said goodbye to her parents or sister, and she lost her life on the first day of the Lunar New Year.

These are all empathy. If a doctor always puts himself in the position of the patient or the patient's family, he will sooner or later become depressed."

Lu Wen nodded quickly: "This grandfather also said - life and death are fate, don't think too much, does this mean the ancestor?"

"right."

"Brother, where are you?" Lu Wen asked Lu Shu again, "Have your grandfather told you this?"

Lu Shu shook his head.

"Have you said it?" Lu Wen was surprised.

Lu Shu: "From the first day when I can recite the prescription, I knew that the patient was just a patient, and I was just a doctor."

He rarely empathizes with the patient's pain.

Lu Wen: "...Brother, you are so cold-blooded."

Lu Shu: "..."

Sometimes, my grandfather always felt that he was missing something and often advised him to let go of his arrogance.

This is not easy.

Before Xue Mei appeared, Lu Shu had never seen a doctor who was more powerful than him.

He read all the strange things they knew and the heart; he had read all kinds of strange things they didn't know, lost medical skills and secret recipes. Even if his grandfather encountered particularly difficult and complicated diseases, he would ask him.

Of course, they don't cure all diseases.

As a doctor, Lu Shu knew since he was a child that he had done his best to cure diseases and was worthy of his heart. As for success or failure, how could he fulfill his wish? There is still the way of heaven to control it.

There is no doctor who is more powerful than him, why is he not arrogant?

Until he met Xue Mei.

Xue Mei broke Lu Shu's understanding of medicine.

It is not easy for him to make the young doctor admit that Xue Mei is better than him, or even the kind that he cannot understand. To admit Xue Mei is to deny himself.

The young doctor has grown up to now, he is in his twenties and is not a three-year-old doll. He can change his views on himself at will.

During the long process, he finally accepted the facts.

Now, he has let go of his arrogance, but he seems to have something to be short of.

Lu Wen said he was cold-blooded...

Is it because he is born unable to empathize with others?

Lu Shu wanted to defend himself, but heard Xue Mei say: "A person like you is suitable for an emergency surgeon. Under strong pressure, your spirit will not collapse."

"What?"

"Military doctor." Xue Mei changed his statement, "In the face of death, you will suffer less psychological trauma than those with stronger empathy."

Lu Shu broke her words apart, but couldn't hear any praise from them.

"Do I need to change?" he asked Xue Mei.

Lu Wen answered: "It must be necessary. You are so cold and ruthless, who would marry you in the future?"

Xue Mei said, "It may not be necessary. It is good to be a surgeon. Everyone has their own talents.

How do you change your nature? You have to change it. It’s just a process of repeatedly torture yourself, and the final effect is also slightly. Don’t change it, and it won’t bother others if you do this.”

A trace of warmth flashed in Lu Shu's eyes.

Regardless of whether this is sincere or not, it sounds very comfortable.

Lu Wen: "Old ancestor, are you spoiling him even this?"

"I have repeatedly talked about the knowledge points three or four times. When you can't remember them, I have spoiled you too." Xue Mei said.

Lu Wen: "…"
Chapter completed!