Chapter 26(1/2)
Human cowardice will form habits.
It will not resist as you get older.
On the contrary, it will only sink deeper and deeper until it becomes a habit and you will never get up again.
From high school to now, Jiang Qing has been bullied for five years.
At that time, I always felt that after three years of high school, everything would be fine.
But those who have really suffered a lot know that the saying that everything will be good is nonsense.
How can anyone be better if you have ever been hurt?
They are just what those people who have not been damaged by the same harm.
No one in the world can be empathized by another person. Others may even point fingers at it, laughing at you as weak and pretentious.
Jiang Qing suffered such a loss in high school, and was not understood or sympathized with, and he would never tell anyone if he was bullied again.
She was stared at for no reason, and she was stared at for four or five years after one eye.
After college, the group of people were in the next technical school, and her situation was not much better.
Teenage boys and girls have only the bad methods of oppressing people, beating, scolding, and sex.
How to insult you can do it.
No exception, there were photos of Jiang Qing that could not be on the table and were held in their hands.
It’s not that she has asked for help, but this will only lead to the intensification of those people. They have more capital than her, let alone those who are still chasing on the road, and they have some ways to torture her.
Jiang Qing couldn't figure out why they just set their sights on him, should they live a life of their own destiny?
Later she learned something from their insulting words.
Just because her father was a prisoner, yes, it was ridiculous, just because of this.
But there are so many ridiculous things in the world, and she is not bad either.
Because she was born to his father, she also suffered sin with her, and everyone looked at her with tinted glasses.
Over time, even she felt that she was really guilty.
After she got into the new environment at university, her situation improved a little, with new classmates and new lives.
But the appearance of those people reminded her that she was still lowly.
Whoever gets into her life will be unlucky, and no bumpy road is one of them.
If the place where they asked her to pay for money that day was not the Lanzhou ramen restaurant, and if Ashi and Lu Wuke didn't say hello to her, they wouldn't have known that Lu Wuke was her roommate, and these messy things would not have happened.
But there are not so many ifs in the world. If she really would rather not come out of her womb.
These are her high school classmates and the devils in her life.
Gu Lingling likes Shen Yixi, and everyone in their circle knows that even people like Jiang Qing who are marginalized and called him away as soon as they are called.
Gu Lingling's cousin is a stubborn person. Since she was a child, she would run to her cousin to cry and complain, and she couldn't stand the slightest grievance. Her cousin was walking in the secular world, and the most important thing about her was the vulgar loyalty. Any friend who might have never met before may be stuck in it. What's more, this is the cousin he has been spoiled since childhood. As long as she whispered, he would naturally help her solve the problem without saying a word.
Such people are ignorant but vicious.
They asked her about the road without bumps, and she had to say it because she knew very well that if she didn't say that the road without bumps would be her end. They said in front of her how to keep the road without bumps, and she heard all this, but she chose to be blind and silent.
She only had a life-saving life and wanted to live a little better life when she lived in the world.
...
Jiang Qing is gone.
The school Taoist vocals under the balcony of the dormitory are becoming more and more lively, and the laughter and joy in broad daylight are harsh and vivid.
It is obvious that the sky above the head is the same, but some people walk in this world but only come to the gates of hell for a while.
When Ashi and Yu Xier came in, Lu Wuke had already taken a shower from the bathroom.
Today, except for Yu Xier, there are morning classes in their dormitory, Lu Wuke and Ashi, but Yu Xier skipped this class.
When I went out, I basically heard about it. When I came back, I was still angry.
She couldn't stand others bullying Lu Wuke, and was also angry with Jiang Qing's tricks behind the scenes. Fortunately, they were roommates for hundreds of days, and they were all more time than Lu Wuke and her grandmother.
A Shi was furious: "What the hell did she think? What was she going to have a real accident last night. Is her conscience acceptable?"
Yu Xier came back and sat back at the table, saying, "She has moved out now."
Lu Wuke came in from the balcony with long hair wet. She seemed not very interested in talking about this. She stretched out her legs and hooked the trash can and threw the tissues for her hand wipes in.
"Do you have any food?"
Ashi asked her: "Are you hungry?"
Lu Wuke nodded: "Any cookies are fine."
"What kind of biscuits to eat?" Ah Shi turned over a bottle of milk and bread from his table, walked over and put it on her table, "Eat this one, I just bought last night, and it's still fresh."
Yu Xier hung an arm on the back of the chair and told Lu Wuke back to Jiang Qing: "The bar was called by her. I heard her call on the balcony last night."
Jiang Qingtie never mentioned Lu Wuke.
Lu Wuke took off the milk straw and inserted it in, and said coldly.
It is unhumane, cold and open.
Although Jiang Qing is pitiful, the road is not a blessing or not. There are traces of harm to people. Jiang Qing knows this better than her, so she took the initiative to move out of this dormitory.
There is no bumpy road, and it is naturally not blocking her.
Lu Wuke just sipped the milk, and the cell phone on the table vibrated.
She glanced at it and the man was still downstairs.
Shen Yixi asked her to go downstairs to get breakfast.
Ashi sat on her table, swaying his legs and asked her, "Who sent you a text message?"
Lu Wuke talked nonsense: "Grandma."
"Fuck you," said Ah Shi, "Grandma doesn't even understand using her phone, and she still texts you."
The phone lights up and then goes off.
Shen Yixi has always been strong, and his phone is lit up again.
[Down, otherwise I have a way to go up.]
The screen is dimmed again.
Black.
Lu Wuke remembered Shen Yixi's figure at that moment when he swung his arm and the wine bottle last night.
It's also black.
Like a lunatic.
But who is not a lunatic?
I don’t know how long it took, but she put the milk on the table, got up, stepped on her slippers and walked downstairs.
Seeing that she was going outside, Ashi asked her later: "Why are you doing?"
Before she finished asking Lu Wuke, she had already left the dormitory. She turned around and asked Yu Xier in confusion: "Is anyone delivering takeout at this order?"
Yu Xier is just a vixen, and she can understand the little things between men and women.
She lifted her chin into the corridor: "Let's see if there are any men downstairs."
There are no large crowds of people on the school road that are rushing to attend classes. Now those walking on the road are racing against time to go to the classroom while stepping on the class bell.
Lu Wujiao walked downstairs with slippers. When he passed by the doorman, the dormitory manager still held her beautiful love TV series inside.
The black sports car in Chen Yixi was parked outside the dormitory, but there was no one there.
Lu Wuke stood at the door of the dormitory, looked around, and heard a sound coming from behind: "Nine minutes."
She turned to look.
Chen Yixi leaned against a tree next to the iron gate of the dormitory: "I'll go up in another minute."
Lu Wujia looked at him.
The blood on Chen Yixi's right eyebrow bone had already scabbed and a small wound.
The boy is not very hurt, but the indulgent and unruly spirit on his body is even more intense.
He looked her up and down with his eyelids: "You're wearing this?"
The suspender nightgown, unlike the white one I saw in her room last time, was black.
I was still wearing a pair of indoor shoes.
Although I put on a coat on my shoulder and looked down on nothing, it made people even more imaginative.
Lu Wuke pretended to be stupid: "Isn't it possible?"
To be continued...