Chapter 47(1/2)
Listening to her remarkable answer, grandma was silent for a long time and the room fell into silence.
After a while, grandma sighed softly.
"Sister, do you know what grandma regrets the most in her life?"
Grandma rarely says three words in this life, and these three words are too heavy.
In the past, she always said that life is too long for a person, and it is impossible to make a good or bad happen in the future. It is too early for a person to define his life when he is dead.
But the three words of this life are now spoken lightly from grandma's mouth.
The room was dimly lit and a small piece of wood paint fell off the head of the wooden bed.
Lu Wuke only looked down at his grandmother holding her hand without saying a word.
Grandma knew she was listening: "Your mother, Grandma regrets that she has never mentioned your mother in front of you for so many years."
For the Lu family, Zhong Yingshu is not just the name of Lu Wuke's mother, but a dusty past.
Because there was no bumpy road, no one in the family kept silent about this and left Zhong Yingshu in the past accident.
But Zhong Yingshu was not the only one who was left in the past.
There is another person.
There is no bumpy road.
"It's because of grandma," grandma's nose was sore. "If grandma discovered your problem at the beginning and took you to the doctor earlier instead of avoiding it, wouldn't it be like this now?"
There was obviously something hidden in these words. Lu Wuke, who had been lowering his head and only heard nothing, suddenly raised his eyes, and a trace of shock slipped through his eyes.
Grandma didn't blame her, she looked at her granddaughter's eyebrows, eyes, lips and nose, and slightly bent her lips.
"I like that kid very much."
Lu Wuke's lips moved slightly, and finally he only squeezed out one sentence: "Grandma, do you remember him?"
Grandma smiled and said, "That child is so handsome that it's hard not to remember."
Shen Yixi is easily impressed by her elders and peers. After so many years, the old lady in the police station recognized him as the youngest son of the Shen family at a glance.
"You are all in college and you have grown up. Grandma won't stop you from dating, as long as you like it yourself."
Grandma raised her hand and touched her hair: "What can my granddaughter like, how capable should that child be."
Lu Wuke kept looking at his grandmother and didn't say anything.
Grandma's eyes fell back into her eyes: "Grandma knows that if you don't like it, you won't be with others. Since you like it so much, then be good. Don't think about other things that make you suffer. Let the past pass, okay?"
I don’t know where this sentence hits Lu Wulu.
Her fingers that were held in her hand moved slightly, and she was a little resistant to this question: "Grandma, go to bed."
The old lady would definitely not mention it again before, but today she did not: "Child, so many years have passed, and it is time for your mother to let go. Grandma told you that the last thing I regret in this life is that I didn't take good care of you back then. If your mother is still alive, she will definitely have to quarrel with grandma again."
Speaking of this, grandma smiled, but tears fell on the corners of her eyes: "I took care of her daughter to look like she is not good at eating and sleeping. Seven years have passed, how sad she should be."
Lu Wuke didn't expect that she had insomnia was a problem, and grandma had always known about it and looked at grandma again.
Grandma said: "You are the one you love most when your mother is still here, and she won't want to see these."
The road is silent without any bumps.
Grandma touched her face with a rough palm, and she held back her sobs in her voice: "Child, repay your grudges with kindness."
"It's good to go abroad to see the world, but if you don't want to, I won't make the decision for you," Grandma patted her hands, "It's good to use this money to treat your legs. It's cured all the old problems, and then learn to dance well."
The topic of dancing is also an existence that will hardly be mentioned in the Lu family.
Lu Wuke said: "Grandma, I know how to use this money in my heart."
After all, the old lady raised her since she was a child. Why didn't she know what she wanted to use for her money, but she just used it on her.
But how long can her old bone last?
The old lady was afraid that she would be sad and didn't say this.
Lu Wuke asked her: "Are you sleepy?"
"I'm not sleepy, I'm still talking a lot."
Today, grandma seemed to be talking about all the things she was worried about, and after saying this, she said the next one.
"Don't be wronged about love. You will be with that kid for the rest of your life. Grandma is afraid that his family will bully you."
What kind of family is the Shen family? What kind of family are they? For example, rich and powerful families are all about equality. How could they accept families like them that were even a problem with eating before?
"But with your temper, who else can bully you?" But even as a grandmother, she still worried that her granddaughter, whom she holds in her hand, will not live well in the future and will be bullied.
Lu Wuke didn't interrupt her grandma. That night, grandma pulled her and said a lot. If she hadn't been able to hold on to her eyelids in the end, she would probably have a lot of things to say.
Lu Wuke fed her a pill before she fell asleep, and after her grandmother fell asleep, she tucked her quilt before leaving her room.
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After Lu Wuke came out, he took his clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower. When he came out of the room, he could still hear the sound of firecrackers and fireworks, but her house was so deserted that there was no light on the living room.
Lu Wujia didn't turn on the lights, and walked back to the room with his indoor shoes.
She washed her hair, put on a dry towel on her shoulders, and the ends of her hair were wet and dripping with water.
Lu Wuke returned to the room and didn't turn on the light immediately. After taking it to the door, he stopped in front of the door for a while, looking at a corner of the room.
After hesitating for a while, she put her hand off the door handle and walked over there.
There was a large carton in the corner of the wall and sealed with tape.
Lu Wujiao walked over and squatted down in front of the cardboard box.
The things here are all things left in high school. Grandma is reluctant to throw them away and keeps them for her, saying that she will keep them for the future as a souvenir.
They were all some exercise books, and her scribbled books, and even her draft books were not spared.
Lu Wuke squatted in front of the carton for a while before reaching out to tear the tape on the carton. The tape was attached to the head all year round, and the tearing sound made a harsh sound.
She opened the cardboard box and pulled out a photo frame from a bunch of exercise books and gadgets.
The night came in from the balcony, blurring the faces in the photo.
But Lu Wuke could tell what the photo looked like with his eyes closed.
That was a photo taken by my mother and grandma when she was a child.
It should have been spring at that time. She was four or five years old and was held in her hand by her grandmother. Her mother stood beside her grandmother, and the three of them were smiling.
This photo was originally kept in her room until the year Zhong Yingshu passed away and was closed since then.
If grandma hadn't mentioned her mother tonight, Lu Wuke might have never taken out this photo again in his life.
Zhong Yingshu is very beautiful, with soft eyebrows and eyes and gorgeous eyes. She looks like her without any bumps.
But at this moment, the little face that was purer than mother was cold as ice, and the whole body was filled with low air pressure.
Through a wall, grandma suddenly started coughing in the next room.
Lu Wuhu came back to his senses, put the photo on the table, got up and went to grandma's room.
Grandma didn't eat much at night, but suddenly vomited, but there was nothing in her stomach that couldn't spit out at all.
When Lu Wuke took his grandmother home, the doctor left her a phone number. She called the doctor and discussed with the doctor that she would take her grandmother to the hospital tomorrow.
The grandmother was clamoring to go home these two days, but the old man thought about reuniting at home on New Year's Eve and did not want to stay in that cold hospital.
At the beginning, Lu Wuke disagreed because he had discussed with the doctor for a few days to undergo the operation. He had to undergo chemotherapy every day after the operation last night, but my grandmother refused and would go home no matter what.
In this situation, if the road is not going to be bumpy tomorrow, I have to send her back.
It was another hour after grandma fell asleep again. Lu Wuke waited until she slept before coming out of her room and going back to her room to sleep.
At twelve o'clock in the morning, she lay in bed without any sleepiness.
Recently, she has no bumps in her journey and rarely suffers from insomnia, but in just two months, she suddenly feels a little uncomfortable with it when she suffers from insomnia.
She looked at the ceiling with her eyes open, thinking about what grandma said tonight.
From the exchange student's thought that her grandmother asked her to take the money to treat her legs and continue to learn dance, and finally stopped at the four words.
Repay grievances with kindness.
But how difficult it is.
Lu Wuke stared at the ceiling for a long time.
I don’t know how long it took, but the phone on the bed lit up.
Lu Wuke turned his head and looked at it. It was Shen Yixi's call. She reached out and took it to answer the phone, and put it in her ear.
As soon as the phone was answered, Shen Yixi snorted and laughed: "I thought I wouldn't call you all night and make a fuss."
Lu Wuke turned over: "No, grandma is feeling uncomfortable."
Shen Yixi asked: "It's okay?"
Lu Wuke said: "Go to the hospital tomorrow."
To be continued...