The biggest difficulty for a person is to know himself. Many times he always likes to attribute his own mistakes to other people's problems, but he cannot ask himself and see his own shortcomings clearly.

It was just because he put himself in the wrong position and gave himself an illusion of hope with others. Even if he knew it was wrong, he had to persist because there was hope and unwillingness to accept it.

But if one day his faith and efforts collapse mercilessly, that unforgettable sense of despair and regret will completely overwhelm him.

This is how Yu Xiaoqing was. After Qing woke up the next day, he had been standing in front of the mirror for two hours.

Looking at his face full of fatigue and vicissitudes, Yu Xiaoqing was a little confused. He worked for nearly 20 hours a day and would never sit down if he could stand. The careful plan he designed with great effort was actually wiped out under his mouth.

Haha, it's ridiculous.

There is no need to attack, and if you insist on doing it alone, you just want the soldiers to die with guns.

The Chinese soldiers deserve to die if they fight like this!

So what is the meaning of existence of yourself?

There is no greater sorrow than death. When I think of this, Yu Xiaoqing was disheartened and could no longer raise any desire for life.

I silently opened the drawer in front of the cabinet, and there were several pistols he usually collected. When I looked closely, I found that there were quite a few, including Colt revolver, Browning, and Mauser pistols...

While gently stroking the pistols, Yu Xiaoqing felt that it was not suitable. He closed the drawer with a bang and pulled out an m1911 pistol from his waist.

He was familiar with the gun, and he had followed him for many years to fight, but the rifle in the gun was still brand new. Apart from shooting a few damn officers with this, it seemed that none of them had been touched by the Japanese.

He loaded the bullet and stared blankly at the m1911 in front of him. This beautiful pistol will be the fareweller for his life to the end.

There was nothing to think about, Yu Xiaoqing closed her eyes and slowly pushed the pistol to her temple.

Goodbye... Everything I love...

"oops!"

Zhang Lixian and the other two who happened to visit him took a look at this scene. Without having time to say anything, He Shuguang rushed over and grabbed Yu Xiaoqing's arm with a gun tightly. Zhang Lixian and Li Bing went up, one left and one right to hold it down.

"Bang!" A gunshot!

Yu Xiaoqing's face turned red and struggled desperately. The hand that He Shuguang held up was pulled on the trigger. The bullet penetrated the roof, and the shaking ashes scattered over the heads of several people.

"Let me go!"

"Master, calm down!"

Yu Xiaoqing couldn't break free, and he kicked Li Bing in the crotch.

"Oh my mom..." Li Bing held her crotch and shrank to the ground on the spot.

Seeing that the lack of individuals was even more uncontrollable, Yu Xiaoqing was crazy, Zhang Lixian made a quick decision and threw him to the ground, and He Shuguang even bit Yu Xiaoqing's arm with his mouth.

"ah!"

Another gunshot sounded, and Yu Xiaoqing let out a low roar, but he couldn't bear the stimulation caused by the pain. In the end, the gun in his hand was captured by He Shuguang.

Why? Why didn’t I even die?

Yu Xiaoqing, who had not cried for many years, had a line of tears left at the corner of her eyes.

"Master, be calm, this will not solve the problem." Seeing Yu Xiaoqing like this, Zhang Lixian was heartbroken, afraid that the master he respected would be unable to think about it and commit suicide.

"Yes, Master! Don't be too lazy to think about it. We are all here. As long as you say something, I will still rush to the South Heaven Gate!" Li Bing also kept comforting him.

"Shut up! Fight and beat, you fuck! Go and call the doctor over." Zhang Lixian scolded angrily, "Does this guy have low emotional intelligence? He really doesn't have any pot to pick up.

The two of them pressed Yu Xiaoqing to the ground. At this time, He Shuguang suddenly remembered something. He took out the letter in his pocket and was hesitating whether to show it to Yu Xiaoqing.

"What is this?" Zhang Lixian asked hurriedly.

He Shuguang tore the envelope apart with a few words on the white paper, but it made his eyes lit up!

"Master, look at this, Liao Mingyu's letter to you!"

Liao Mingyu? Do you want to continue humiliating me?

Yu Xiaoqing, who was completely disappointed, felt energetic when he heard the three words. He opened his eyes angrily and swept to the lines of words, wanting to see what the bastard has to say.

The content of the letter surprised him very much, and Yu Xiaoqing asked blankly: "Is this really what Liao Mingyu gave it to me?"

"It's true. Before leaving, Captain Liao told me to hand over this letter to you immediately after you wake up." He Shuguang replied.

"Here, the doctor is here, hurry up, give the teacher a sedative!"

At this time, Li Bing was panting and ran in from outside the door with two doctors, but this incomprehensible guy was destined to be scolded again.

"What are you trying to hit? You hit a hammer! Get out of here!" Zhang Lixian also saw the contents of the letter clearly. At this time, he guessed what Yu Xiaoqing was going to do.

Yu Xiaoqing stood up quickly with the help of the two of them. He immediately pulled He Shuguang's clothes and said loudly: "Prepare the car immediately and follow me to the Sichuan Army!"

...

"Girl, are you still used to staying here?"

In the Sichuan Army Field Hospital, Liao Mingyu sat quietly on the porch with a young nurse.

"What are you not used to? There are so many sisters accompanying me every day. I don't know how happy I am here, and my medical knowledge is getting more and more proficient."

Xiao Zui's sweet smile is like the winter sun, and her plain clothes are like an angel in white.

"Oh, that's amazing. The clumsy girl used to be now amazing." Liao Mingyu couldn't help but tease her.

"You laugh again!" Xiao Zui pretended to be angry and waving her small fists to vent her dissatisfaction:

"Don't laugh at me, I don't know how hard I have worked during this period."

"Tell me, I've also started to read. Sister Shangguan teaches us every night, and now I've learned a lot of things."

"Awesome girl, I'm going to look at you with admiration now, right?"

Liao Mingyu was joking, chatting with Xiao Zui, enjoying the afterglow of the sunset here.

The nurses who had been there all looked at them with envy. Liao Mingyu never deliberately concealed it. Now the entire Sichuan Army knows that Xiao Zui is his woman.

In fact, they have few opportunities to meet, especially the battle is imminent, and Liao Ming, who is busy with affairs, is tense every day. Yu has almost no extra time, and only then can he gradually relax in front of Xiao Zui.

"Why did you suddenly come to me today?" Xiao Zui looked at him curiously, and suddenly thought of something bad in his heart: "Is it... it's about to fight?"

"Well, it's almost done." Liao Mingyu did not hide it and said to her truthfully: "Girl, remember, don't show off when you do what you can, you must also pay attention to your safety."

No one dares to say that this battle is very sure. Once the fire is fired, the entire battlefield will be in chaos. The cannonballs flying around may explode somewhere. At that time, the field hospitals are probably the busiest place.

"I know, don't worry. But... you should be careful." Xiao Zui's eyes gradually dimmed when he said this.

War, such an irreversible thing, is really hard to accept. She has lost her brother and she doesn’t want to lose her beloved anymore.

"Don't worry, I'm a leader at least, with thousands of brothers under my command. Can the Japanese still hurt me half a hair?"

Liao Mingyu rubbed Xiao Zui's head and comforted her with an indifferent smile.

"Stop touching my head, you're almost fooled by you!" Xiao Zui said coquettishly.

"Haha, okay, I'll go and ask Li Lei for the situation. I'll come to you if I'm free."

...

As soon as Liao Mingyu walked to the door of the hospital office, the voices of Li Lei talking to others came from inside.

"After a while, you ask a few nurses to arrange the patient with dysentery in the third bed to a separate ward in the backyard, so that he will not be able to spread it to other patients."

"I know Dean."

The office door was opened, Shangguan Jieci walked out with the folder and happened to meet Liao Mingyu.

"Captain? Why are you here for free?" Shangguan Jieci, who was dressed in white, was a little stunned and then asked with a smile.

"Haha, come and have a look, you can go and do it first." Liao Mingyu greeted him and walked into the office.

Li Lei, who was still at the desk, quickly stood up: "Captain, is there anything wrong?"

"Director Li, the hospital is doing well recently. How do you classmates feel?" Liao Mingyu smiled and looked up at the big man who was about 1.9 meters tall.

"Haha, the team leader should call me Li Lei. It's really a bit uncomfortable to call the dean." Li Lei waved his hand quickly.

"What else are those guys not used to? How can you get such good treatment if you want to be in China?"

Now that the situation at Sichuan Army Hospital is getting better and better, Li Lei contacted three classmates who were when he was studying abroad, and they were all good surgeons.

Liao Mingyu treated them with courtesy and gave them high salaries. After all, in this era, these talents are the rarest.

Shangguan Jieci is already the head nurse in the hospital. This calm and intelligent woman manages the nurses well in an orderly manner.

After all, medical supplies need to be identified and divided, but most nurses recruited in towns are not very educated.
Chapter completed!