Zhang Zixin lowered her head and smiled, her smug look on her face could not be hidden.

Xiao Qiu was about to say a few words to Lu Yanheng, but the cell phone rang. Lu Yanheng picked up the cell phone and stood up: "I'll go out and answer the phone first, and you guys will talk."

Lu Yanheng walked out of the room, turned around, walked to the window by the corridor, and answered the phone: "Hey?"

Gu Zisheng laughed before he could speak: "Why, are you busy today?"

"fine."

"Hahahaha, I'm on a business trip, otherwise I can't miss it today."

"I know, otherwise you think you can save this money?" Lu Yanheng said lightly, "Come back and make up for it."

"You... Mr. Lu, you are not short of this little money, right?"

Lu Yanheng turned around, leaned his back against the wall, looked down at the ground: "I lack anything, but I don't lack money."

Gu Zisheng was choked and said nothing. It took him a long time to take a breath: "I can't tell you."

"You called to say this?"

"No, there is something to say."

"Then say it."

Gu Zisheng's tone suddenly became serious: "I stayed in Russia for two days and went to the company here to adjust information and staff. I think about that case..."

When the two of them talked about business, they suddenly lost the relaxation and comfort they had just now.

Zhang Zixin looked at Lu Yanheng's back and walked further and further away, withdrew her gaze and fixed herself on Xiao Qiu, and smiled and shouted: "Auntie, please sit down."

As he said that, he put the pillow on the sofa and sat down with Xiao Qiu.

"It's time for aunties to change their words," Xiao Qiu patted her hands, "I'll be from our Lu family in the future."

Zhang Zixin understood it, but was not shy, and shouted openly: "Mom."

Xiao Qiu nodded with satisfaction.

"It seems that I'm calling you back from abroad is the right choice. Yan Heng is going home more and more often now, and you have the credit for it. Although I don't say anything, I see it all. Now I've promoted your marriage with Yan Heng, which can be regarded as making up for my hunger. You don't mind anything in your heart, blame me and so on. After all, Yan Heng had a better and brighter future back then, and he can't stop because of you and stop. I only have him, and he wants to inherit the property and ownership of the Lu family. The lady of the Shen Group is his best choice. Unfortunately, man's calculations are not as good as God's calculations. Even if I give you money to send you abroad, I'm not allowed to return to him. Unexpectedly, he continued to anger me and married Lin Ruoru from the side of the road."

Zhang Zixin's smile froze. No matter how clever she is, she is now saying everything by Xiao Qiu in the past, and she doesn't know what to say. So she was silent and said the mother-in-law, and she just listened.

"Lin Ruoruo is not a threat now. You are doing well after leaving the Lu family. Back then, between you and Miss Shen, of course I wanted to choose her. But in front of you and Lin Ruoruo, I would rather choose you. You should also understand my mother's mood. No matter how it was, it had happened and could not be saved. I didn't say anything to let you forgive me, but I just hope you can see clearly that in the Lu family, I will still make the decision. Since I have the ability to let you come back, I can send you out again. Zi Xin, what you have to do now is to be with Yan Heng, have a few children, don't you help him, just hope you can do your duty as a wife. Now I don't want too much, and I will be satisfied if I can enjoy family happiness or something."

It’s all plain and dark. Can Zhang Zixin say something irrelevant? She could only nod and respond: “Yes, yes, yes, I know. I will definitely stay by Yan Heng’s side and do my duty…………”

Before he could finish his words, a low voice at the door, with a silence of anger: "What are you talking about?"

The two of them all looked out the door.

Lu Yanheng stood at the door, obviously he had just received the call, and his phone was still pinching his fingertips. His face was dull and there were veins on his forehead.

Zhang Zixin stood up in panic: "·····················································································································································································································································

"I heard it all."

Lu Yanheng walked in, looked down at Xiao Qiu who was still sitting firmly on the sofa, and turned his gaze back to Zhang Zixin: "What do you want to explain? I'll listen to it, and I'll give you a chance."

"I...I...I'm going abroad...but I'm also forced to do something! I want to be with you, but...but...."

Zhang Zixin said intermittently, this explanation was pale and powerless, and could not cover up anything at all.

Lu Yanheng sneered at the corner of his mouth: "You don't know what to say, I'll tell you for you."

"Yan Heng..."

The alienation and strangeness on his face suddenly appeared. Every time he said a word, his eyes became darker, and the pain and disbelief in his voice all showed his mood at the moment: "According to what I just heard inadvertently, I think I was right. When you left me, you took my mother's money and was instructed by her, so you left cruelly. You went abroad for five years and never came back. Zhang Zixin, do you remember how I found you at that time? I went to every place we have been together,

I have made countless calls to you and walked on the street like a vain. There is no shadow of you everywhere, and no one knows where you have gone. You are like evaporating from the world. Haha, it turns out that you had already taken a huge sum of money and flew away. In your eyes, my love for you is actually not as good as that money! Later, you may feel uneasy, so I tactfully told me through others that you went abroad for better development in your studies and careers. And I actually believed it!"

Lu Yanheng said so much for the first time, his thoughts are extremely clear now. He regards a woman who wants to live her whole life, but what do he thinks of him as? It’s just money! It’s just identity! It’s just status! It’s just status! It’s never really loved him from the beginning!

He restrained himself from thinking about Lin Ruoruo, otherwise he would be crazy! What he did in the past few months! He didn't dare to think about it! What he did to Lin Ruoruo!

Zhang Zixin had already cried, and her makeup was covered with tears: "No... I can explain! I can explain... Yan Heng, don't look at me with such eyes... How could I treat you like this?

Xiao Qiu couldn't sit still now and wanted to walk over to stop Lu Yanheng, but Lu Yanheng pulled her over and dragged her directly outside the door: "Mom, go out first, I have something to talk to her."

Mrs. Lu naturally refused and tried hard to shake off Lu Yanheng's hand: "No, I'll stay here. Yanheng, don't forget! Today is the day when you and Zhang Zixin are engaged! What do you want to do!"

Lu Yanheng pushed her out the door and sneered: "What do I want to do? Mom, wait until I finish cleaning up the old things with her. I will settle this account with you! My good mother!"

The door was closed with a "clang" and almost touched the old lady's nose. Lu Yanheng turned around and walked in. Zhang Zixin was crying in a daze: "Yanheng, it's not like this, it's not... I love you, I really love you......"

"Zhang Zixin, I haven't finished speaking yet, you are in a hurry to deny what to do."

"Don't say it, don't say it anymore, it's all fake! I don't think about it either, Yan Heng," she cried, trying to pull Lu Yanheng's hand, but was thrown away by him in disgust. "Mom wants me to do this, and I don't have the ability to resist... I can only follow her wishes!"

"So she wants you to come back, are you back too? You know that I'm married and ran back again, are you? Why didn't you believe that I can protect you? When I proposed to you, you refused to marry me, because the Lu family obstructed me, right? Zhang Zixin, you are too selfish, you are so selfish that you only love yourself! You know, when I brought Lin Ruoru home, she suffered more than you, but what about her? She even... "Lu Yanheng hit the wall with a punch, angry and sad. As soon as he said the three names of Lin Ruoru, his heart hurt like a knife!

He is not qualified to say she is! He is not worthy!

"It's funny, it's really funny... I actually let her fall on the broken porcelain piece to save you, and she was injured and she lost her child......" Lu Yanheng's eyes were red, like an angry lion, completely gone without the usual indifference and coldness, and he behaved calmly. "What should she feel at that time......... In the end, she, alone, suffered so much indescribable pain... Five years, I married her for five years... In the end, I even let her carry so much by herself...."

"No, Yan Heng, you love me, I am Zixin! It's not that Lin Ruoru, she is nothing! She is the mistress! You were with me first, have you forgotten? You met me first. When I was with you, you didn't even know who she was..."

When he heard this news, he could not connect the person in front of him with Xiao Qiu's mouth. Zhang Zixin in his memory was standing at the door of the classroom after he finished class. As soon as he saw him come out, he pounced on him and handed him his favorite Lanshan coffee; Zhang Zixin in his memory would stay by his side until late at night to watch him do those boring and tedious tasks; Zhang Zixin in his memory would look at the stray dogs and cats on the roadside, unable to move away, and then pull his sleeves to take them back with pity......

How could she become such a person?! In the past few years abroad, has her innocent, love, and beautiful personality been erased like this? Zhang Zixin is no longer her now! What’s ridiculous is that he has been thinking about her that year, but it is actually a thing of the past...

From beginning to end, what he loved was actually the simplicity and ignorance in his first love.

Because of this thought, Lin Ruoruo, who had always been by his side, was kept away from him thousands of miles away.

"Zhang Zixin, let's stop here." Lu Yanheng looked at her crying and spoke expressionlessly.

"No, I won't let you go... Today, we're going to get engaged... Everyone is here... waiting... You can leave! Mom... I won't let you go!"

"As long as I think, no one can stop me. Now, I will no longer care about what my mother thinks. She is for the Lu family, not me. If you accept her orders and listen to her, then get engaged to her and don't look for me. You are just a woman who is willing to sacrifice everything for money! Just a few million can make you give up everything in China! I am still here to accompany you silly... Like a fool... You are back now, and you try every means to change my mind and stay with you after the divorce. I was wrong for the first time, wrong for the second time, and never wrong for the third time! Zhang Zixin, I really loved you before, but you don't appreciate it. Now, you can't get it!"

Lu Yanheng looked at the woman he had loved, and there was no nostalgia at this moment. She kept him in the dark, came when she wanted to come, left when she wanted to leave, and did whatever she wanted, without any scruples. Now he saw clearly, and finally, he saw clearly.

After realizing it, what is violently hits is pain, heart-wrenching.

He was blinded, blinded by his own self-righteousness, blinded by the hazy beauty of the past, and blinded by the illusion created. For five years, he has been living in the past, living in the beautiful first love years before Zhang Zixin left. He has never come out and never been. Therefore, he turned a blind eye to Lin Ruoruo, turned a blind eye to his five-year marriage, turned a blind eye to his heart, and love.

In fact, what he wanted was right beside him, but he kept missing.

Lu Yanheng, you are just a bastard, no, you are worse than a bastard!

Zhang Zixin cried miserably. Looking at Lu Yanheng's decisive expression, he rushed up to hug him regardless of everything, and refused to let him go: "Where are you going?··············································································································································································································································································································································································································································································

She cried and made up, and her hands were slid from Lu Yanheng's back through her chest, hugged her face tightly, rubbing her face against his back, and her eyes were flowing. She was always afraid that he would know about this. When she went abroad, she was reluctant to leave, but Mrs. Lu had a tough attitude, either with money to leave or transfer to school. In short, the Lu family had a way. What could she do? At that time, her parents' business had just begun. If it was ruined because of her, how would she face her parents? She had no choice but to accept the most favorable conditions offered by the Lu family.........

She also regretted it and imagined that if she was braver and faced pressure from her family with Lu Yanheng, the result would be different. But at that time, Lu Yanheng was just a student, the eldest son of the Lu family, and the most important school leader in the Department of Financial Management. Why could he fight against Xiao Qiu and the Lu family? And at that time, he and her were shameless and kept hiding.

Because Lu Yanheng knew in his heart that the Lu family would inevitably object. What he could do was to protect Zhang Zixin as much as possible, and when he was fully capable of maintaining this relationship, he would bring her to everyone. He expressed his thoughts and meanings to Zhang Zixin without reservation, and she also expressed his understanding. Haha, but in the end, he kept working hard, but she flew away and she couldn't wait for him. Now that he had this ability, she came back from abroad to make up for the lost days.

"Let go."

"Yan Heng... Give me a last chance... The last time, I will never leave you again... I know you have called me a lot, I know you are looking for me everywhere, I know you have been resentful about this matter over the years. I am also very sad, but I can't do anything. At that time, you and I have no choice but to separate! In the past few years abroad, I have also been thinking about you every day, thinking about when I can return to China, and come to you again, so that I can't be in that strange country. Do you know how happy I was when I received a call from my mother and said I wanted me to return to China! Yan Heng, I always love you... You have to believe that I really love you..."

Lu Yanheng had no expression on his face, prying open Zhang Zixin's hands one by one, then turned to face her: "Zixin, it's too late. From the beginning, you didn't believe me, you just thought about it for yourself."

"Yan Heng..."

"Don't call me that." He spoke coldly, "Now it sounds, I feel disgusting."

He raised his foot and walked out. Zhang Zixin wiped her tears, her voice burst into tears, her voice was sharp and harsh: "You decided to leave, are you? You don't want to get engaged to me, are you? Now, do you want to find that Lin Ruoruo! Do you like her? Yes, although I have asked you many times, you have always given me an ambiguous answer. You said you don't love, but your behavior and your eyes say you love, you are lying to me!"

"I didn't lie to you. Because I even lied to myself."

"Is she better than me? Is she as beautiful as me? Don't forget, mom hates her very much. She divorced you. Do you think it's possible to get back together with her?"

Lu Yanheng walked to the door before turning around and looking at her: "I don't ask her to forgive me. I just want to find her, apologize to her, and then say to her, I love her."

"You love me!"

"Zhang Zixin, I have already said that from the day you went abroad, the relationship between us has actually ended."

Zhang Zixin was still talking and talking, thinking about coming over to stop him from letting him go, but she was also attracted by the powerful hostility that was emitting from his body. Thinking of Xiao Qiu being outside the door, her heart fell a little bit. With Mrs. Lu, she would definitely not let Lu Yanheng leave easily! She tried her best to stop him, but Mrs.

Lu Yanheng no longer wants to listen to what she said. What's the point of fighting and arguing again and again? He was not a talkative person at first, and he had already made him up enough today. The facts were already in front of him, and Zhang Zixin also admitted this matter, so he knew very well. In fact, in love, the cold Lu Yanheng was a proud and conceited person. He was unwilling to face his feelings for Lin Ruoruo. He thought his heart had been given to another woman, but the other woman threw the affection and picked it up, playing with it in her palms.

How destructive is a "thinking"? It can ignore everything, live in one's own imagination, and refuse to look at it with one's eyes and listen with one's ears.

Lu Yanheng thought that he still loved Zhang Zixin.

Lu Yanheng thought he didn't care about Lin Ruoruo at all.

Lu Yanheng thought that he and Lin Ruoruo divorced, so he let her go.

Lu Yanheng thought that he could marry Zhang Zixin and he would live happily.

They are all wrong, but now, he has lost the ability to distinguish what is wrong and what is right.

Lu Yanheng had only one thought in his mind. He left here and went to find Lin Ruoruo, made everything clear, apologized, and said to her sincerely, I love you. But his hand on the door handle was shaking, holding it tightly, but he didn't dare to force it or open the door. What he heard was Zhang Zixin's crying and intermittent speech, and he didn't care. He just kept looking at his trembling hands and couldn't rest as he opened the door.

Because he didn't know what it would be like to see Lin Ruoruo with such a mood.

He was timid. Lu Yanheng realized for the first time in his life what fear was.

He closed his eyes and finally opened the door. He ignored Mrs. Lu outside the door, took big steps, and walked around the corner and was about to go downstairs.
To be continued...