Chapter 193 Don't give up on me, okay?
"Yes! I'm satisfied!" Lu Yanheng broke through her body and stopped her from wanting to go out, "Then tell him and tell him what we are going to do! See what he will think, and see if he will ignore his past grudges! We have not divorced yet, you Lin Ruoru is still my Lu Yanheng's wife! I bet with you this time, isn't you giving you a chance? If I insist on divorce, what can you and Chen Yu do to me? Even if I don't get you, I will make you unable to be with him! But I gave you a chance with him, but you said that you were forcing you! Is my love not as good as his love?"
Lu Yanheng couldn't see what she was like now, but his step of concession had become in her eyes.
Lin Ruoruo didn't care what he was saying at all, and pushed him away like crazy. When she sprained her feet, she simply took off her shoes and ran out with barefoots. Without the constraints of her shoes, she ran fast and bumped into several people in the auction house, causing people to fall over.
It was raining outside, the ground was wet, and the rain on the ground reflected neat street lights. There were no reporters outside the auction house, and luxury cars after luxury cars were driven away, empty, and with the drizzle falling from the sky, it made the appearance more and more desolate.
Has he left too?
Things finally developed into this.
Her eyes became hot, but she was blown by the wind blowing in the night, and tears did not fall off. The rain hit her body, hair, and in her heart.
She turned around in dismay and wanted to walk back step by step. Lu Yanheng stood in the rain curtain, about to hold an umbrella to cover her.
"Ruoru."
This sound...
Lin Ruoruo turned his head suddenly and saw Chen Yu standing across the street, his body was also wet, a little embarrassed, but she saw a smile on his lips with the light.
It turned out that he didn't leave.
In a white dress, she was particularly conspicuous in the dark, like an angel who accidentally entered the room. Lin Ruoruo's face was slowly wet by the rain, and she couldn't open her eyes. But after seeing Chen Yu, she no longer had the madness and collapse she had just stood there, never took a step forward, and then silently said: "I love you, always, always."
Like lips.
After saying that, she turned around, Lu Yanheng happened to come over with an umbrella. She shrank her shoulders and wiped the rain from her face: "Lu Yanheng, let's go."
"good."
Without saying a word, he accompanied her to the side of the car, then opened the door and asked her to get in the car first.
Lin Ruoruo lowered his head and crawled in. He resisted the urge to look back and take a look. The impulse had just been used up.
Lu Yanheng took his umbrella and sat in.
Just as the car was about to drive away, Chen Yu ran to the window: "Ruoru, hope... you never regret it. It's time for me to leave, goodbye. I won't ask you again, nor will I make you embarrassed. Ruoru, I have tried hard."
Lu Yanheng waved to the driver: "Drive."
Chen Yu straightened up and waved at her.
Lin Ruoruo's hands were folded and placed on his legs, motionless, his eyes looking ahead, without any sense of brilliance.
The car slowly started, and Lin Ruoruo's eyes moved. She turned around and looked from behind the car. Chen Yu was standing in the rain curtain, while she was moving further and further.
Really, is that all?
She lost?
Lu Yanheng covered her coat: "Stop catching a cold."
She asked softly: "Lu Yanheng, you said, am I already lost?"
He said: "Maybe, or not."
"Yes, there are seven days left, seven days in total. He is about to go to the United States. I'm afraid I can't even hold on at that time."
"If he goes to the United States, I will still be there."
Lin Ruoruo pursed his lips: "At this point, I don't resent anyone. I just accept it because of my fate. He is so good, I can't stop him all the time, right?"
"······perhaps."
She smiled, feeling indescribable sadness.
Everything has begun to be different... It's different. Can you still go back and go back?
Chen Yu stood in the rain, watching the car go further and further, imagining that she would rush out to find him again like she did just now.
But no.
The car soon disappeared.
There was no longer the loneliness of her running out barefoot, he stood across the street and waited for her to turn back.
Yes, she came out, and this was the one he knew Ruoruo. But she did not go any further.
Ruoruo, it’s me that’s not good, I can’t... protect you.
It was my fault.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier. The summer rain came quickly, but it stopped quickly. Someone hurriedly walked past him with an umbrella, looking at him like a monster. He didn't understand why a man dressed so well and looked so handsome would be in the rain like a fool.
Chen Yu stood there, motionless, looking at the end of the disappearance of the car in the distance, with infinite sadness.
He has not slept well these days, and he relied on cups of coffee to support his energy when he worked during the day. Now, after getting wet, exhausted, disappointed and self-blame, his eyes turned dark and dizzy surged over his head.
He barely stood firm, but couldn't do it. He heard the person at the door of the auction house screaming: "This gentleman..."
The cool breeze after the rain was blowing, and it was so cold that it reached people's hearts.
When Chen Yu woke up again, he was in the hospital.
The lights were lit in the ward and the curtains were opened. The lights were already on outside.
He turned his head and saw Zuo Weilan walking in. Seeing that he was awake, he rushed over: "Brother Chen Yu, you woke up, I'm scared to death..."
"What's there to scare? Maybe it's just because I'm wet with the rain and overwork, so I fainted. Look, it's not dawn yet." He patted Zuo Weilan's hand comfortably, and wanted to sit up.
Zuo Weilan held him down and stopped moving: "I'm hanging water, don't move. I'm dizzy? My good brother, you've been sleeping for a day. This is the next day. When I arrived last night, I was really shocked by your appearance."
one day*?
He wasn't as surprised as he imagined, and just frowned: "Why have I slept for so long?"
"The doctor said, you just didn't have a good rest. Now, you've made up for this sleep." Zuo Weilan scooped a bowl of longan ginger porridge in the insulation bucket and blew it, "It's still hot, drink a little."
"No," he pushed the bowl away, with a great headache. "You go home and take my work computer over. I haven't been to the company for a day today. The piled up work needs to be handled."
"I have asked for leave from the company for you, so you can rest! If this continues, you will sooner or later... Be kind to yourself. Don't just... just because Sister Ruoruo is not here."
Chen Yu watched the liquid in the bottle fall down drop by drop, then flowed into his blood along the slender tube, pursing his white lips without saying a word.
Zuo Weilan turned her back and quietly wiped the corners of her eyes: "Okay, you have drunk the porridge, I'll go home to get you a computer now."
"Thanks."
"Don't make yourself like this, it's my greatest thanks to me."
After Zuo Weilan finished speaking, he stood at the door and stopped. Without waiting for him to say a word, he opened the door and walked out.
He was the only one left in the ward, so quiet that he could hear the sound of getting off the window and flowing into the endless stream.
Lin Ruoruo.
Chen Yu whispered this name over and over again. From the beginning, when I fell in love with you, I knew that I wanted to tolerate and accept everything in your past. I had no hesitation or regret. I just thought that the person who met you earlier was not Lu Yanheng, but me, then you would not suffer so much grievances. Our relationship has been almost a year, of course, in my heart, almost a year. We are really together, and I have only been with you for only a few months. I never knew that loving someone can be so good at your happiness, happy for your happiness, and even more sad for your sorrow. You don’t know that when you said you loved me, the joy in your heart that you never had before was like a child getting candy. You have never been a person who is right and wrong. You don’t know that you are not a person who speaks of right and wrong, you can’t lie, and you are not good at lying. You don’t know
I have been tempered in this society, with the innocence and kindness you should have. So when you say these three words, I believe that you really love me. You let him go, you let go, you accept me, and there is nothing happier than this. I want to protect you, and don’t want you to suffer any grievances. Even myself, I can’t bear to say harsh words to you. But now, I don’t know what you are doing, but you are by Lu Yanheng, you are unhappy and unhappy. If he threatens you with the matter between us, you should tell me even more, how can you bear it. At the auction house last night, everything I did was just to let you tell the truth, but you didn’t. You would rather get wet with me than to say it. Ruruo, why is it so difficult to be together? It’s obvious that we are only one step away from us and can grow old together.
You said that ten days are so slow and hurtful. I want to protect you, not for silent endurance and for me. But you just think so, and you stubbornly think so, you don’t want to implicate me, right?
Stupid.
The clock hanging on the ward was ticking and became the only sound in the ward. The porridge on the table was still emitting a hint of heat, but he didn't move.
I have been sleeping for so long, but I thought about some things quietly, and the sleepiness slowly came. He was really tired.
Outside the door, Lin Ruoruo stood in the aisle, with his head against the wall, and his hair scattered down to cover her face.
Zuo Weilan whispered, "Sister Ruoruo, go in and see him."
She called Lin Ruoruo here.
"No, Ai Lan, the person he least wants to see now is me."
"Sister Ruoruo, you don't understand." Zuo Weilan shook his head, "No matter how much you treat him, he will not give up on you. He is just angry. He is afraid that you will not live well by Lu Yanheng's side. He is asleep again now. If you don't want him to see you, don't wake him up, and be with him."
Lin Ruoruo's nose felt sore.
"I don't have much time. Although Lu Yanheng is not at home, he will be back in one hour at most."
"Oh." Zuo Weilan opened the bag she carried with her and took out a box, "Sister Ruoruo, I brought the watch you bought for him, and found it in your bedroom drawer."
She took it, opened the box and looked at the watch inside. She carefully selected the gift she wanted to give him for so long. But before she could even surprise him, things had changed.
I remembered that day I was shopping in the mall and saw how different my mood I was now standing at the door of the ward.
Lin Ruoruo clenched his watch, gently pushed open the door, and walked in.
He slept very well, and Lin Ruoruo squatted beside him. His breathing was long and he was silent. He was so tired that he slept for a day, but he woke up and fell asleep again.
Why go to get wet in the rain? If I didn't run out, are you going to stand there all night, Chen Yu?
Lin Ruoruo stretched out his hand and stopped one centimeter from his face, afraid of waking him up. If he woke up and saw himself, it would only make the situation even more chaotic. He had a circle of blue and black at the moment, and only when he was so close could he see the faint trace. He hadn't slept well in the past few days she had been away! She hadn't slept well, and she would always be awakened when she dreamed at midnight, and then she found a large area of wet on the pillow.
What kind of sadness can you wake up from your sleep?
Lin Ruoru lowered his head, pressed his face against the back of his hand, feeling the temperature on his body. Only at this time, there was no gap between him and her, and she could carefully enjoy his warmth. Imagine that this was how he used this hand to gently stroke her cheeks many times.
In the past, love was passionate, but now it can only be silent.
After walking along the way, how could she not love this man who sleeps here? Chen Yu gave her everything she had not obtained in Lu Yanheng's five-year marriage.
It's enough for a woman to have a man who loves her and loves her.
Chen Yu, ten days later, you are still in the same place, so I will come to you and hold your hand.
Wait for me, don't give up on me, okay?
I no longer have the love I had in Lu Yanheng. Maybe it was because I gave too much and received too late to respond. Maybe it was because you showed up and I separated my love for him. I agreed to this bet, and I also knew that I was too stupid. But, apart from that, what can I do if I don’t agree? He said I didn’t give him a chance, and I only looked at you. But if I missed it, it was just a missed. People would only go forward without retreating. In Lu Yanheng’s view, ten days were a gambling. He had a chance to win and won me. How could feelings be used to be gambled? Because I believe in you, I agreed. I believe that in ten days, you will wait for me and love me, right?
A smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, she raised her head and looked at his sleeping face.
Chapter completed!