Chapter 83 From whimpering to howling
Lu Yanheng turned around, his upright back looked indescribably lonely, dazzling her eyes.
How could he have such an emotion? He wouldn't have it. He is always so decisive and makes decisions resolutely without thinking too much. Standing in the conference room or sitting at his desk, every word he said
, no one can doubt it.
So she spoke softly: "...Lu Yanheng, how do you feel when we meet again?"
Why do you have feelings for me? Is it a hint of guilt? Or is it emotion?
He stopped and swayed: "You want to know?"
"……Um."
It was extremely difficult for her to say a single word.
Lu Yanheng turned around and Lin Ruoruo looked at him.
She couldn't bear such a stare. She looked away slightly and lowered her head. When she raised her eyes again, Lu Yanheng had already walked to her side and pressed down on her very gently.
The cold touch on her forehead made her startled and at a loss.
Lu Yanheng looked at her and said dumbly: "Close your eyes."
She came to her senses and wanted to push him, but he grabbed her.
Why...do this to her.
A tear slipped from the corner of her eye. Lin Ruoruo, just think of it as a dream. When you wake up from the dream, there is nothing left. He is still the cold Lu Yanheng.
She responded to him, intoxicated by his scent.
I don’t know how long it took, I just felt it was short yet long.
Lu Yanheng pressed her forehead: "...Ruoruo, I wish you happiness in the future."
She sniffed and opened her mouth, but found that she could not speak, her voice was stuck in her throat.
Why did she meet him? The best time in her life, why did she fall in front of his SUV that summer.
If meeting him was a kind of fate, then after she fell in love with him, she was unwilling to let any fate fall on her again. After thousands of twists and turns, it turns out that love is such a hurtful thing.
Lin Ruoruo wanted to say: "Okay." or "Yes." But in the end, she didn't say anything and just nodded.
She didn't dare to see him again.
he's gone.
The ward suddenly seemed empty.
Everything was as if it had never happened. Lin Ruoruo put her hand on her face, which was slightly rosier than before, and suddenly realized that he was really here, but just now, just now, he left again.
Today, Lu Yanheng, where did I get the courage to hug you and say that I still love you. In the past, I was just myself. I mustered up the strength from nowhere to do what I want to do and love well.
You, be a good Mrs. Lu. But what about now? Many times, I can’t help myself. When I see you and Zhang Zixin together, I close my eyes and dare not look. You said you love her, then you, love her well.
She, I quit.
Even if you are very reluctant, you have to quit.
She covered her face, tears dripping from her fingers, and her voice gradually changed from whimpering to howling.
Xu Tang went home first and changed into a set of more formal clothes, put on light makeup and bright lip gloss, brushed her hair in front of the mirror, picked up her bag and walked to the door.
After walking a few steps, she slowly stopped and looked down at the shoes on her feet. She had just chosen these shoes in the store and looked at them casually. After thinking about it, Xu Tang turned back and changed into a pair of shoes.
When she arrived at the company, she adjusted her mood and devoted herself to her work.
The customer was very satisfied, but still said to think about it before making a decision. She nodded with a smile and sent them out of the company.
The minister patted her shoulder: "Very good. These clients are usually very tricky. It's great to have such an attitude today. It is estimated that the case will be successful in a short time."
Xu Tang smiled: "I understand, Minister."
"Um...Xu Tang," the minister suddenly said with seriousness, "Since I have finally come back to the company, I want to go and sit with Director Chen...well, the director has often asked about you recently."
Xu Tang choked on a mouthful of water, glanced at the minister, and nodded. Mr. Chen must be worried about Ruoruo, but he was too embarrassed to ask directly, so he had to take a roundabout way and start with her. He really didn't know that the director was in the company.
Those prestige and achievements were achieved. Oh, forget it, just think of it as a scapegoat for your best friend, and take the blame. And the director is directly covering her, so her life will be easier.
She walked towards the director's office under the minister's deep eyes.
Uncharacteristically, Chen Yu was not busy with his head down, but stood leisurely in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window holding a cup of coffee, wondering what he was thinking.
Xu Tang knocked on the door: "Director."
He turned around, saw her, and smiled: "Come in."
The sky is gray, and the cold winter wind is blowing fiercely over the city, leaving a whistling sound and rolling up the withered leaves on the ground. In a short time, spring should be here soon.
Chen Yu still stood there, motionless. Xu Tang touched his nose in embarrassment, but heard him say: "Do you want coffee? I drank mocha today. I don't know if you can drink this flavor."
"Oh, have a drink. Thank you, Mr. Chen."
He paused as he lifted the cup to his mouth and said, "Over there, go pour yourself a cup."
She ran over and poured herself a glass again.
Well, it's very fragrant and tastes pretty good.
Xu Tang picked up the coffee and walked to Chen Yu: "...Mr. Chen, what are you looking at?" From the moment he came in, he stood still in front of the window.
Unexpectedly, he answered: "Do you see that place on the right rear side of the building opposite? Soon, everything there will be demolished to make it a landmark building in the city and the tallest building in the city."
"There...we won the bid?"
Chen Yu nodded, his gestures were confident and calm, and he remained calm.
Xu Tang looked at Chen Yu next to him with a little more admiration and admiration in his eyes. In official matters, there was no unsuccessful case when he took action. It can be said that Chen Yu is an unfailing brand in the real estate development industry.
He put the finished cup in his hand and turned it gently: "We won't talk about business today. Didn't you ask for leave? Why did you come to my place?"
"I'm not here to talk about official business," Xu Tang looked at Chen Yu, "I came to the company to handle some urgent matters, so I dropped by here. The minister told me that Mr. Chen always asks about me!"
"I did not mean that……"
"Come on, I know it in my heart."
He smiled: "What do you know?"
"I never imagined that Mr. Chen, who is so good at work, would have such a low emotional intelligence."
Xu Tang sipped the coffee in small sips, looking very understanding.
"Work and life are two different things." Chen Yu raised his eyebrows.
"Yeah, two different things." Xu Tang said with a smile, "I don't know if you read the message I sent."
"See." He replied, "She... recovered well?"
The two of them were talking freely, but Chen Yu seemed a little absent-minded. The sky was gray, and it looked like there was going to be a heavy downpour.
Chen Yu didn't want to answer anything, so she didn't continue to ask. She just waited for the enlightenment to come to her one day, and it would naturally fall into place.
Xu Tang smiled and said: "For the sake of the coffee served by Mr. Chen, I'll give you a favor."
"What?"
"Now I have to go to the hospital. I have been out for a few hours. If Ruoruo is bored there alone, I have to go with her immediately. Does Mr. Chen want to go together? It is always better to say it from other people's mouths than to yourself.
See it with your own eyes.”
"Is she the only one?" Chen Yu asked, "Apart from you, is there no one else to accompany her?"
"No more. Lin's father and Lin's mother have already..."
He looked further away and listened quietly to Xu Tang's words.
"She was very miserable. It's quite complicated to say, but it's all in the past. So every week, Ruoruo would go to the orphanage to do volunteer work, buy some snacks and small gifts, and distribute them to the children."
It turns out that her past was like this.
Chen Yu took on his coat and said, "Let's go to the hospital."
Lin Ruoruo's eyes were swollen from crying. She stayed here alone, feeling empty, stuffy and depressed. After crying enough, she wiped her eyes with her hands, and when she looked in the mirror, she became even redder.
She didn't want to stay here anymore. After more than a week of recuperation, she was almost in good health. She looked outside and saw that it wasn't raining, but it was also cloudy. She wanted to go out for a walk and get some fresh air, even if she had to bear two
Just swollen eyes.
She has never gone out since she was hospitalized. Firstly, she was not in the mood, and secondly, she had no need to go out.
When I went out for a walk today, I realized that the green environment of the hospital is actually quite good. Half of the people here are patients and half are family members, who accompany her for a walk. Looking at herself again, there is no one around her.
Well, I'm almost used to it.
After crying, her eyes were a little blurry and she couldn't see things very clearly. Lin Ruoruo didn't know how long she had been walking. She was tired and her back was slightly sweaty, so she found a bench nearby and sat down to rest.
The coolness on the stool hit her body, and Ruoruo's shoulders shrank from the cold.
A piece of clothing was put on her body. She looked up and saw an old woman she had never met sitting down next to her: "You young people, you don't know how to wear more clothes when you are sick. You don't care about yourselves so much."
I saw the old woman wearing the same hospital gown as myself, but wrapped in a long and thick down jacket.
"Thank you." She thanked her softly and smiled reluctantly.
The old lady looked at her red and swollen eyes and sighed: "Little girl, why are you crying so hard that your eyes are like this? You look so pitiful. Why are you sitting here alone? If you say anything about your grievances, your heart will be filled with tears.
I feel much better. You see, grandma has lived so long and has never experienced anything."
"It's nothing, I just wanted to come out and get some air."
"Oh, it's so cold and you ran out without even wearing a coat. How can you breathe? Did you have a fight with your boyfriend? My granddaughter is just like you. She's usually a cheerful person. When I talk to her
That boyfriend quarreled...the tears couldn't be stopped."
Lin Ruoruo gathered her clothes and said, "I didn't quarrel with him."
Yes, no. We didn't quarrel. He pressed my forehead, looked into my eyes, and said he wished me happiness. Now that I think about it, that scene looked so warm. Lu Yanheng, at the end, what are you doing this for?
Chapter completed!